Feeling baaaaaaaaaad

Hi all,
I am in a perioed of time that I am so so lost , I feel empty and don’t know where to head to …
I feel I want to go back to UK I miss Exeter sooooooooooo much and miss being with no work and enjoy every bit and moment.

I feel I want to go away , when I can change ? I want new house new people new ideas :(
Hate routine and hate to be distracted :(

I don’t feel even that I want to write or read or do anything,,,, aaaaaaaaaaaaaah I want to scream
See u