So lonely among the Crowd...

Hi , How Are you all..

This Ramadan I feel so weird!! the time is passing so fast and I am always tired L, plus I don’t want to see no one and I feel so down even the sprit is so high by worshiping and reading Quraan I don’t know what the problem with me ??

I feel exhausted and hectic all the time not from the fasting, I don’t feel hungry at all I just cant sleep and cant feel healthy and happy :(

Yesterday I felt happy (even I had a strong conversation between me and Uncle but I am fine ) , me and our friends at work went to eat “Iftar” outside and it was really fun J.. The food was not that much but the gathering and giggles just made things fine J
I got cold and I cant see my work screen, I want to drink something and sleep but I don’t want to break my fast just for flu ..

I went to the mall the day before yesterday for an urgent shoppying that only took me and my friend an hour to finish .I am so surprised that the Mall was so crowded with people and the traffic jam is mad ! All the people are out for finishing Eid preparations from clothes, accessories, shoes, , abayas and so on.
I finished every thing and I feel relief coz I don’t feel even I need more stuff to buy. Eid for me is a nice event but it has no taste like before when I was younger when all of my family used to live in one house. Now every one is in his own house and the gathering is either in the first day or next day … so the tast of eid only when u ware new thing and greet you family and it ends in lunch time for me ...



hope you all have a nice Eid and happy moments together..

A message to someone..


Why? Why? And Why? why all this hate ? why when someone done mistakes you cant forgive ? why when the Love and feeling so big and strong it vanishes like a smoke in seconds? why cant a Humen been had mercy on others who love them ?specially if they confess their mistakes and apologize honestly..!! yes it is not easy to forgive but the big heart you have will forgive all the world ,i hope i can be one of them ...

I am sorry ... if one day I left this world just dont hate me just ask Allah for me to be in Janah thats all what i want ...

Hope you are fine and healthy and for sure nothing will change my feeling towards you… only be healthy and happy In shallah ..

for you only ....

See u all soon….