Hi All,
I am back with a nice news I was accepted in the EMBA course , one of my wish list is crossed :)
I went to the Global Village and it was cool and nice
Eid was with family and I went to Dubai mall with friends it was a nice day I had so much fun
Most of the holiday days I stayed in AD chilling :)
The whether is so nice and getting cooler day after day
I have nice sweet sleep as night is longer now
I miss Meme and her blog
I miss su , Fatma and Mooood so so much
I am so busy with work and my study will start soon hope to do well J
See you soon
Check my flicker account J
bye
Showing posts with label Thoughts.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts.... Show all posts
21.11.10
8.11.10
Sweet November
Hi , How are you all? Hope everybody is in a good health.
Finally , Sweet November is in town, cool breeze playing with colorful trees , sky is clear happy faces all around , how I love this time of the year (NOV- DEC-JAN-FEB) in my country . you want to know why ?:
- The weather is coooool and coooool and cooooool
- It is the time for nice trips and camping
- GLOBAL VILLAGE Time J
- Poem , beach and reading time for me
- I love taking PHOTOs in this time of the year
- Eid Holiday , National Day holidays
- Jackets , Worm PJs , No AIR CONDITION, no sweat , and socks
- Many Many Many nice things happened to me in this period (more than the bad thing )
I had my interview for studding Executive MBA and I hope I will be accepted ..ask Allah for me .
I didn’t gain weight since I came from LONDON cool J
I am in a mood to travel oooooooooooooh I wan go to Lebanon and London
I miss my friends Su , Fatima and Moooood
I hope life will bring happiness to all of you
See you …
Finally , Sweet November is in town, cool breeze playing with colorful trees , sky is clear happy faces all around , how I love this time of the year (NOV- DEC-JAN-FEB) in my country . you want to know why ?:
- The weather is coooool and coooool and cooooool
- It is the time for nice trips and camping
- GLOBAL VILLAGE Time J
- Poem , beach and reading time for me
- I love taking PHOTOs in this time of the year
- Eid Holiday , National Day holidays
- Jackets , Worm PJs , No AIR CONDITION, no sweat , and socks
- Many Many Many nice things happened to me in this period (more than the bad thing )
I had my interview for studding Executive MBA and I hope I will be accepted ..ask Allah for me .
I didn’t gain weight since I came from LONDON cool J
I am in a mood to travel oooooooooooooh I wan go to Lebanon and London
I miss my friends Su , Fatima and Moooood
I hope life will bring happiness to all of you
See you …
27.6.10
Can we measure feelings?
Hi all,
How can we measure Feelings? how can we put boundaries ? limits ? regulations ? timing? Expiry date? Validity Period ? Warrenties?
Insurance? Breakdown price? Can we ???
How can a one sentence or one word define a relationship!
Can we ? really can we? How!!
Can you stop a running race horsein a second?
Can you stop fast heart beep rates?
Can you stop the volcano when it exploding?
Can you stop the storm ?
Can you stop the flood? Can you stop the earth quick ?
Can stop the mother love to her babay born?
Can you stop the eye from closing their lids?
Can you measure how to do all that ????????????????!!! I think the answer is no one can …Only Allah can .
Allah puts measures for everything and has a wise reason to meet someone suddenly! And like , love , hate , think and even die for them or it.
What you all think??? can you measure feelings if they strike you suddenly ? and they are also so impulsive! But no one admit????
Many questions ..
I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed Answers !
Bye ...
How can we measure Feelings? how can we put boundaries ? limits ? regulations ? timing? Expiry date? Validity Period ? Warrenties?
Insurance? Breakdown price? Can we ???
How can a one sentence or one word define a relationship!
Can we ? really can we? How!!
Can you stop a running race horsein a second?
Can you stop fast heart beep rates?
Can you stop the volcano when it exploding?
Can you stop the storm ?
Can you stop the flood? Can you stop the earth quick ?
Can stop the mother love to her babay born?
Can you stop the eye from closing their lids?
Can you measure how to do all that ????????????????!!! I think the answer is no one can …Only Allah can .
Allah puts measures for everything and has a wise reason to meet someone suddenly! And like , love , hate , think and even die for them or it.
What you all think??? can you measure feelings if they strike you suddenly ? and they are also so impulsive! But no one admit????
Many questions ..
I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed Answers !
Bye ...
20.6.10
Words...
Hi All ,
Do you all know that a single word can make a human been happy ?
Do you know it can make a whole new person?
Do you know that it can raise a soul and build a personality ?
Do you know that a nice word with a smile from the heart can change the path of a person ?
Do you know that a word plus another word plus another word will make a sentence of words that can make a huge different in a person world?
I do know :)
Really , I feel so surprised that an honest , loveable word can make me so happy and relax . It can make my feelings raise to reach the sky .. my heart beats and my eyes pour out happiness tears …
If someone say an honest word to you and smile , this will make you believe in hope again and you will feel that there is still happiness exists around you … you know>>> a song pop in my mind I used to hear it when I was in UK :) this is the link "Words" ..
I love nice words , I feel they can heal all wounds , I will ask you all out there :
Be Honest , say nice words , smile always ... really you will make a miserable person so happy .
Hope u learn the power of nice , honest words ….
See you
The power of :I Love You.. Who can make this sentence more
than only words?,,,,
Do you all know that a single word can make a human been happy ?
Do you know it can make a whole new person?
Do you know that it can raise a soul and build a personality ?
Do you know that a nice word with a smile from the heart can change the path of a person ?
Do you know that a word plus another word plus another word will make a sentence of words that can make a huge different in a person world?
I do know :)
Really , I feel so surprised that an honest , loveable word can make me so happy and relax . It can make my feelings raise to reach the sky .. my heart beats and my eyes pour out happiness tears …
If someone say an honest word to you and smile , this will make you believe in hope again and you will feel that there is still happiness exists around you … you know>>> a song pop in my mind I used to hear it when I was in UK :) this is the link "Words" ..
I love nice words , I feel they can heal all wounds , I will ask you all out there :
Be Honest , say nice words , smile always ... really you will make a miserable person so happy .
Hope u learn the power of nice , honest words ….
See you
The power of :I Love You.. Who can make this sentence more
than only words?,,,,
12.6.10
Where Can I Find a Glimpse of Happiness?
Hi, How are you there...
I know it had been such a long time …I know … I know I apologize from you all who had asked me to update and I didn’t . Many things were going on and I really not so sad not so happy to write …
yes don’t be surprised , I write only when I am so happy or when I am so sad..
Right now I am so sad and angry .. so here you go .. I will spill everything out :
I hate when I am underestimated by a person or group , I hate this feeling I don’t like to be called stupid, dumb, grumpy for Allha's sake I swore I am NOT.
I act one to please people ,if I am all the time smart then it will be all me and me I am not selfish, I hate misjudging me . If I am a pain in the ……. then I am out , I will withdraw … yes I will , I hate to feel that I am forced on someone's life ,or they see that I am a burden or i don’t understand them.
I am saying this because I am such a romantic person that when she loves something or someone , she will be a poet , she will be so attached and happy that the person or the thing will give her back the same. I can re-arrange my whole life if the thing I love wants it , but if I didn’t get what I am giving ,first I will protest , object and show my dissatisfaction and slowly slowly I will be sad , wounded , I will remain silent and withdraw.
Really many people, unfortunately didn’t understand me . It makes me feel that I am wrong all the time and I hate this. If I am wrong I love the person who care to tell me what is wrong in a nice unselfish way . It is so hurting when all the time the people you care about let you down and use your weakness against you just because they don’t like it or it doesn't suit them or they think you don't understand them and start putting you in their blacklist.
I hate this because who love you must care about you , must guide you not criticize you , must hold your hands, when you are giving them huge care and love obviously they should give back bigger and larger love and care ..am I right??
My mind never can accept that if you are kind , caring , concerning , hungry for love and affection you face someone says don’t, stop your love they are so much !! why ?? why ??
Why when you give all your love to someone , they will ask you to stop it or ask you to reduce it form 100% to 90% ?? don’t they know that even the 10% that remains will be for them too? Why no one understand Love why ?? why love become a percentage?? Why love become a scary and unwanted beast? Why no one trust other ones feelings any more ?? why no one puts the one he\she loves his\her first priority ?? why if someone says to another I love you... they don’t understand what this word means??? and what miracle that sentence made!!!
why people you care about can't understand that you know what they suffer, what is their circumstances and what they feel ?? why they don’t know that if you love and care about someone then you feel when there is something wrong and even you feel that something good had happen? Why they don’t see that only their voice can heal many pain you feel in your heart ?? Why don’t they see that when they hurt you with even a word that all your pride and eco fall apart??why if you have a different opinion and way of thinking then they consider you stupid and residual? Why why and why ??
I believe if you are not a priority in someone life then you are only and option that have many alternatives. I also think that they don’t feel what you feel or in other words they are not in the same chapter you are in.
I am so disappointed , so in hurt , really but who cares? no one . I discovered that even the most nearest people around you will not understand. It is only Allah only Allah who understand.
I promised myself one year ago that no more interest or care or even love to people who don’t respect my feelings, but I didn’t obey my own rule and I am hurt again and again and again.
I need care , Love , understanding , respect to my feelings and thoughts, hands that support me not feel bored or disturb with my shortfalls .
I think in this life it is impossible , if you care so much you are a disturbance! , if you love a huge love your love is wrong make it less ! , if you need and want to be close to someone that is busy all the time then you don’t understand ! how strange!!!! how this life is so strange .
Sorry for my black update but I gave up , I can't torture my heart and soul any more , either I go and live in a different planet or I will shut down my heart forever.
The last option is the best one ...
May Allah be with you all specially who care and can't find a glimpse of happiness.
I know it had been such a long time …I know … I know I apologize from you all who had asked me to update and I didn’t . Many things were going on and I really not so sad not so happy to write …
yes don’t be surprised , I write only when I am so happy or when I am so sad..
Right now I am so sad and angry .. so here you go .. I will spill everything out :
I hate when I am underestimated by a person or group , I hate this feeling I don’t like to be called stupid, dumb, grumpy for Allha's sake I swore I am NOT.
I act one to please people ,if I am all the time smart then it will be all me and me I am not selfish, I hate misjudging me . If I am a pain in the ……. then I am out , I will withdraw … yes I will , I hate to feel that I am forced on someone's life ,or they see that I am a burden or i don’t understand them.
I am saying this because I am such a romantic person that when she loves something or someone , she will be a poet , she will be so attached and happy that the person or the thing will give her back the same. I can re-arrange my whole life if the thing I love wants it , but if I didn’t get what I am giving ,first I will protest , object and show my dissatisfaction and slowly slowly I will be sad , wounded , I will remain silent and withdraw.
Really many people, unfortunately didn’t understand me . It makes me feel that I am wrong all the time and I hate this. If I am wrong I love the person who care to tell me what is wrong in a nice unselfish way . It is so hurting when all the time the people you care about let you down and use your weakness against you just because they don’t like it or it doesn't suit them or they think you don't understand them and start putting you in their blacklist.
I hate this because who love you must care about you , must guide you not criticize you , must hold your hands, when you are giving them huge care and love obviously they should give back bigger and larger love and care ..am I right??
My mind never can accept that if you are kind , caring , concerning , hungry for love and affection you face someone says don’t, stop your love they are so much !! why ?? why ??
Why when you give all your love to someone , they will ask you to stop it or ask you to reduce it form 100% to 90% ?? don’t they know that even the 10% that remains will be for them too? Why no one understand Love why ?? why love become a percentage?? Why love become a scary and unwanted beast? Why no one trust other ones feelings any more ?? why no one puts the one he\she loves his\her first priority ?? why if someone says to another I love you... they don’t understand what this word means??? and what miracle that sentence made!!!
why people you care about can't understand that you know what they suffer, what is their circumstances and what they feel ?? why they don’t know that if you love and care about someone then you feel when there is something wrong and even you feel that something good had happen? Why they don’t see that only their voice can heal many pain you feel in your heart ?? Why don’t they see that when they hurt you with even a word that all your pride and eco fall apart??why if you have a different opinion and way of thinking then they consider you stupid and residual? Why why and why ??
I believe if you are not a priority in someone life then you are only and option that have many alternatives. I also think that they don’t feel what you feel or in other words they are not in the same chapter you are in.
I am so disappointed , so in hurt , really but who cares? no one . I discovered that even the most nearest people around you will not understand. It is only Allah only Allah who understand.
I promised myself one year ago that no more interest or care or even love to people who don’t respect my feelings, but I didn’t obey my own rule and I am hurt again and again and again.
I need care , Love , understanding , respect to my feelings and thoughts, hands that support me not feel bored or disturb with my shortfalls .
I think in this life it is impossible , if you care so much you are a disturbance! , if you love a huge love your love is wrong make it less ! , if you need and want to be close to someone that is busy all the time then you don’t understand ! how strange!!!! how this life is so strange .
Sorry for my black update but I gave up , I can't torture my heart and soul any more , either I go and live in a different planet or I will shut down my heart forever.
The last option is the best one ...
May Allah be with you all specially who care and can't find a glimpse of happiness.
22.6.09
The propsal !
Dear all,
How are you ?I hope all is fine … I saw the proposal this week and I feel it is so wonderful movie , I fall in love with Sandra Bullock and with the Ryan Reynolds and with Alaska..
I loved the nature there and the weather I feel it is wow. The feelings between the two characters are great and I day dreamed to have such love in my life …sigh
The most thing that excite me that I saw a guy that looks exactly the same adding some Italian touches with the actor !!!! , I was surprised and I feel I am dreaming lol
Anyway dreams are good sometimes..
See you soon
How are you ?I hope all is fine … I saw the proposal this week and I feel it is so wonderful movie , I fall in love with Sandra Bullock and with the Ryan Reynolds and with Alaska..
I loved the nature there and the weather I feel it is wow. The feelings between the two characters are great and I day dreamed to have such love in my life …sigh
The most thing that excite me that I saw a guy that looks exactly the same adding some Italian touches with the actor !!!! , I was surprised and I feel I am dreaming lol
Anyway dreams are good sometimes..
See you soon
Red bb cover for a red rose :)
The Style Worrier.. love it for summer
30.4.09
“Crying is something useful”
Hi All,
I am in a mood that called “ baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad “ and in the same time “ Please leave me alone … I want to do something useful alone!!!” I feel I don’t want to go out either take me to a plane to a far away Island or please let me in my room I want to do the following:
· Read and Read and Read! Many Many books on my shelves begging me to read them and I don’t listen
· Write in my blog , forum
· Start my writing for a book I want to make long time ago
· Prepare for the website I and my uncle going to launch
· Tidy my room ( I wish I can re make my room” I want a new room – new furniture :( )
· Give away old staff
· I want to memorize Quraan
· Arrange the magazine section – keep what I want and through the unneeded ones
When I will do all that I need a plan for sure
Kytheria web is my “morning breakfast” :) because I read her updates with my breakfast … her words and pictures makes my breakfast taste so yummy!!
Her updates today reminds me of something
When I cried after I finished a novel !!
What happened is that after I read “A day will come “for Audrey Howard I cried and cried and cried . I remember that it was in a weekend that we stayed in hostel to study .. I remembered that I finished study and went to bed ; grabbed my novel and read I wanted to finish it with all means and when I dod , it was 4 o’clock AM and my cousin ccme back to bed to sleep after long night studding she saw me crying with big eyes open and amayzed I said to her i want to marry this guy in the story lol she laughed at me and said go to sleep u r mad who cries after reading a book !! I told her u don’t know the amusement and taste of reading so u will not understand me tears …
Honestly, I don’t know why I cried, I think me and Meme share same feeling with interacting with the thing we read.. I feel that I am in there with all the fiction characters.
my friends told me u r crazy when I told them about the crying part but when I gather them for a bed night story “lol” one day in the hostel
I told them the story and they all were so silent in the end ..
Imagine for long time this story cling in their minds, one girl in my graduation party get me golden ribbons with drawing of some words and pictures of the story !! I was so surprised that the story makes them so creative :) and stay in their minds
I asked them why this particular story touched them so much … they said it is a great story and the way u said it to us was great .. ur way touched our heart .. lol
I felt so nice :)
I think being a teacher is my second Job …
Reading is something so so interesting … so people out there if you don’t read you lost the meaning of life ...
I am in a mood that called “ baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad “ and in the same time “ Please leave me alone … I want to do something useful alone!!!” I feel I don’t want to go out either take me to a plane to a far away Island or please let me in my room I want to do the following:
· Read and Read and Read! Many Many books on my shelves begging me to read them and I don’t listen
· Write in my blog , forum
· Start my writing for a book I want to make long time ago
· Prepare for the website I and my uncle going to launch
· Tidy my room ( I wish I can re make my room” I want a new room – new furniture :( )
· Give away old staff
· I want to memorize Quraan
· Arrange the magazine section – keep what I want and through the unneeded ones
When I will do all that I need a plan for sure
Kytheria web is my “morning breakfast” :) because I read her updates with my breakfast … her words and pictures makes my breakfast taste so yummy!!
Her updates today reminds me of something
When I cried after I finished a novel !!
What happened is that after I read “A day will come “for Audrey Howard I cried and cried and cried . I remember that it was in a weekend that we stayed in hostel to study .. I remembered that I finished study and went to bed ; grabbed my novel and read I wanted to finish it with all means and when I dod , it was 4 o’clock AM and my cousin ccme back to bed to sleep after long night studding she saw me crying with big eyes open and amayzed I said to her i want to marry this guy in the story lol she laughed at me and said go to sleep u r mad who cries after reading a book !! I told her u don’t know the amusement and taste of reading so u will not understand me tears …
Honestly, I don’t know why I cried, I think me and Meme share same feeling with interacting with the thing we read.. I feel that I am in there with all the fiction characters.
my friends told me u r crazy when I told them about the crying part but when I gather them for a bed night story “lol” one day in the hostel
I told them the story and they all were so silent in the end ..
Imagine for long time this story cling in their minds, one girl in my graduation party get me golden ribbons with drawing of some words and pictures of the story !! I was so surprised that the story makes them so creative :) and stay in their minds
I asked them why this particular story touched them so much … they said it is a great story and the way u said it to us was great .. ur way touched our heart .. lol
I felt so nice :)
I think being a teacher is my second Job …
Reading is something so so interesting … so people out there if you don’t read you lost the meaning of life ...
2.4.09
Long time ...ha !
How are you all?
I know I am so lazy and I didn’t update for a loooooooooooooong time … I don’t know I am a very moody person, sometimes you see me so active and want to write and sometimes I don’t want even to touch the keyboard. I have lots to say but I feel Null! I don’t no why ??
It is a period of time and I will be fine again.
The more days passes on you, the more you learn that being quite and calm is better than getting mad and frustrated , I have a Irritable bowel syndrome it also called spastic colon it kills me and make me so tired and cant exercise my normal life easily.. Work Load and may thing in my life makes me so angry and I keep it inside me that’s irritate my colons and I become ill :(
I need to comedown and change my lifestyle,,, and I am going to do it..
I know I am so lazy and I didn’t update for a loooooooooooooong time … I don’t know I am a very moody person, sometimes you see me so active and want to write and sometimes I don’t want even to touch the keyboard. I have lots to say but I feel Null! I don’t no why ??
It is a period of time and I will be fine again.
The more days passes on you, the more you learn that being quite and calm is better than getting mad and frustrated , I have a Irritable bowel syndrome it also called spastic colon it kills me and make me so tired and cant exercise my normal life easily.. Work Load and may thing in my life makes me so angry and I keep it inside me that’s irritate my colons and I become ill :(
I need to comedown and change my lifestyle,,, and I am going to do it..
I feel I talk in a very mature way , am I !?
In Arabic we say Live Rajaban ..Tara 3ajaban >> which means if you live to see the next Rajab ( Arabic Month) you will see what astonish you ! and this is right the more we live nowadays lots of things around me make me say what happen to our country and all the worlds … lots of people do bad things … murders in Dubai – rape – stealing and more
But what amuse me how men and women are very ease on everything they go on dates they ware un respectful and so on I don’t talk on all people I am talking on a huge sample of people this make me sad …
Children nowadays they just want to play and act like adults why? Why they hate their childhood and they want to grow faster? Is it because everything to them is forbidden and not allowed so they want to grow up to have the freedom to do it ? I think this is the reason they don’t know that they are missing their childhood days and the adult life is nice but a big responsibility…
This month I spoiled my self a lot >> so the result I am broke now! I bought lots of nice things and I will post the pics soon
Mac hello Kitty collection I miss the first collection but I will complete it from the second one today :) ..
what a night .. Lovely weather and wow view
i dig old memories and i found this high school card
it isfrom my best friend .. i miss her,,,. 1996 is sooo
faaaaaaaaaaar awaaaaaaaaaay..
i got the collection ... but the color i want is not
available :(
I miss you all …. Take care
25.1.09
Follow Your Heart <3
Hi All,
Miss you
Bark Allah Lakum Belmatar ... صيبا نافعا بإذن الله
I read this poem and i want to share it
it is so lovely (by pravs J):
Follow Your Heart
Sometimes your heart thinks, whom do you really love?
Miss you
Bark Allah Lakum Belmatar ... صيبا نافعا بإذن الله
I read this poem and i want to share it
it is so lovely (by pravs J):
Follow Your Heart
Sometimes your heart thinks, whom do you really love?
You love someone, but you like someone else
Your minds speaks, but your heart denies...
Someone listens, but someone else comforts...
Someone prays, but someone else consoles...
Someone says, but someone else's actions speak...
Someone laughs, but someone else understands...
Someone just tells, but someone else makes you do...
Someone is there, but someone you want is not...
You search for someone in someone else...
Is this a beginning of Love, or is it the end?
A time comes in life when you think what love really is?
What you think is love, or is it something else?
Listen to your mind..., but follow your heart.
lovely ha !
see you soon
17.9.08
So lonely among the Crowd...
Hi , How Are you all..
This Ramadan I feel so weird!! the time is passing so fast and I am always tired L, plus I don’t want to see no one and I feel so down even the sprit is so high by worshiping and reading Quraan I don’t know what the problem with me ??
I feel exhausted and hectic all the time not from the fasting, I don’t feel hungry at all I just cant sleep and cant feel healthy and happy :(
Yesterday I felt happy (even I had a strong conversation between me and Uncle but I am fine ) , me and our friends at work went to eat “Iftar” outside and it was really fun J.. The food was not that much but the gathering and giggles just made things fine J
I got cold and I cant see my work screen, I want to drink something and sleep but I don’t want to break my fast just for flu ..
I went to the mall the day before yesterday for an urgent shoppying that only took me and my friend an hour to finish .I am so surprised that the Mall was so crowded with people and the traffic jam is mad ! All the people are out for finishing Eid preparations from clothes, accessories, shoes, , abayas and so on.
I finished every thing and I feel relief coz I don’t feel even I need more stuff to buy. Eid for me is a nice event but it has no taste like before when I was younger when all of my family used to live in one house. Now every one is in his own house and the gathering is either in the first day or next day … so the tast of eid only when u ware new thing and greet you family and it ends in lunch time for me ...
hope you all have a nice Eid and happy moments together..
A message to someone..
Why? Why? And Why? why all this hate ? why when someone done mistakes you cant forgive ? why when the Love and feeling so big and strong it vanishes like a smoke in seconds? why cant a Humen been had mercy on others who love them ?specially if they confess their mistakes and apologize honestly..!! yes it is not easy to forgive but the big heart you have will forgive all the world ,i hope i can be one of them ...
I am sorry ... if one day I left this world just dont hate me just ask Allah for me to be in Janah thats all what i want ...
Hope you are fine and healthy and for sure nothing will change my feeling towards you… only be healthy and happy In shallah ..
This Ramadan I feel so weird!! the time is passing so fast and I am always tired L, plus I don’t want to see no one and I feel so down even the sprit is so high by worshiping and reading Quraan I don’t know what the problem with me ??
I feel exhausted and hectic all the time not from the fasting, I don’t feel hungry at all I just cant sleep and cant feel healthy and happy :(
Yesterday I felt happy (even I had a strong conversation between me and Uncle but I am fine ) , me and our friends at work went to eat “Iftar” outside and it was really fun J.. The food was not that much but the gathering and giggles just made things fine J
I got cold and I cant see my work screen, I want to drink something and sleep but I don’t want to break my fast just for flu ..
I went to the mall the day before yesterday for an urgent shoppying that only took me and my friend an hour to finish .I am so surprised that the Mall was so crowded with people and the traffic jam is mad ! All the people are out for finishing Eid preparations from clothes, accessories, shoes, , abayas and so on.
I finished every thing and I feel relief coz I don’t feel even I need more stuff to buy. Eid for me is a nice event but it has no taste like before when I was younger when all of my family used to live in one house. Now every one is in his own house and the gathering is either in the first day or next day … so the tast of eid only when u ware new thing and greet you family and it ends in lunch time for me ...
hope you all have a nice Eid and happy moments together..
A message to someone..
Why? Why? And Why? why all this hate ? why when someone done mistakes you cant forgive ? why when the Love and feeling so big and strong it vanishes like a smoke in seconds? why cant a Humen been had mercy on others who love them ?specially if they confess their mistakes and apologize honestly..!! yes it is not easy to forgive but the big heart you have will forgive all the world ,i hope i can be one of them ...
I am sorry ... if one day I left this world just dont hate me just ask Allah for me to be in Janah thats all what i want ...
Hope you are fine and healthy and for sure nothing will change my feeling towards you… only be healthy and happy In shallah ..
for you only ....
See u all soon….
24.6.08
Broken Heart
hi
i Just read something and i want to share it with you ,
it makes me sad
but i love it
for the writer and poet شتات
ღ .. ( وفوَّضتـُ أمرِْي بكَ إلَى اللهــ ) !!
( و .. فوَّضتُ أمري بكَ إلى اللهـ )
.. و ها هي تمارس عادتها في الكتابة إليهـ / عنهـ !
ولا تعلم إن كان يحق لها أن تفعل
...... بعد أن " إستخارت " فراقهـ !!
يومًا ما ..
سيبحر بكَ الوجع .. إلى أقصى مراسي الألَم ..
......... وستذكرني !
إن عُدتَ إلي ..
فـ أنا مازلت / كما كُنتــ
أقتطع لكَ مِن لحم فرحي .. وأطعمكـ !
مثلما كُنتــ
يُبكيني إشتياقي إليكَـ
ويقتلني حنيني لَكـَ !
أيا رجُلاً رفعني إلى عرش قلبه فأحيا قلبي
سألتُكَ باللهـ - الذي عظَّم حبَّك بداخلي – ألا يُضنيكَ فُراقي !؟
لا تلُمني ..
كانت رياح الواقع / تعصف بقارب الحلم بِك ..
أغرقتهــ
فـ تحطَّم !
وإمتلئت رئة حبي لَكَ بماء النهاية !
[ النهاية ] يا وطني ومنفاي ..!!
فهل سمعت إنتحاب المشاعر بي ... حينها !؟
تُــرى ..
عندما يتضَّخم بِكَ الإشتياق إليّ
......... فـ مالذي ستفعلهـ !؟
سألتكَ يومًا ما ..
( مالذي يدفعك لأن تتمسك بي هكذا ! )
صرخت بي
( أُحبكِــ )
دعني أنسق لك الحكاية أكثر ..
أنت أحببت
طُهري في زمن / ملوثــ
أحببت
صدقي في زمن / كاذبــ
أحببت
طفولتي في زمن / هرِم
أحببت
نقائي في زمن / شائبــ
أحببتني ..!!
ولكن ..
مادام حبَّك لِي لَم يصنع المعجزاتـ / ولو خيالاً / لي !
فـ ماضيرُ فراقي لكَ حين فارقتك !!
[ نبض ذاكرة ]
تَذكُر؟
عندما كُنت أردد على مسامعكَ بـ شقاوة :
( تدرين وأدري بنفترق ..
تدرين قلبي بيحترق ..
حنا إتفقنا بكل شي /
إلا الزمن عيا الزمان لا نتفق )
فترد علي بـ يقين غاضبـ :
( لا إن شالله الله لا يقولهـ )
........
ها قد إفترقنا !
وها قد رفض الزمان إتفاقنا ..
فـ مانفعت شقاوتي ؟!
وما نفع يقينك الغاضب ؟!
- لا شيء !
[ رُعبـ ]
أن تطرق باب ذاكرتي مساءً في يوم حالك الألم والحنين
فـ أتساءل بيني وبيني :
هل أكلتـ !؟
تُراك الآن تستعد للنوم ؟!
ماالذي فعلته أنت بهذا اليوم !؟
كيف كان يومكَ بالعمل ؟!
هل أُرهِقت !؟
هل حزِنتـ ؟!
هل ضقتَ ذرعًا مِن ألمك !؟
تراك إحتجت لصدرًا حنونًا تلقي إليه بهمِّك .......... ولم تجدهـ ؟!
............... و يقتلني آخر تساؤل !!
كان يقتلني إشتياقي لكَ وأنا / معَكـ
فـ ما تراهـ سيفعل حنيني إليكَ / بعدكـ !!!
[ تخيَّل ]
لو أن إحداهنَّ أتتك بعدي بخجل الإناث وبراءة المراهقاتــ
لـ تُعلن لك ولاؤها و الحب المتسيَّد في قلبها نحوكـ !
وراحت تشرح لكَ ميلاد ذلك العشق ..
وأنَّك الأول .. وأنَّك الأخير ..
وبأنَّك كُل الرجالـ ..
_ مالذي ستفعله ؟
هل
ستقبِّل رأسها بحنان الأب لتقول لها بأنها خاطئَة وأنه لا يجب عليها أن تفتح مُدن إحـاسيسها لـ رجل ..
أم
ستفتح لها صدرك بخبث الذئاب لتخبرها بأنك أيضًا تعشقها ..
أم
ستقف أمامها بذهول عندما سيطرء عليك طيفي حينها ..
فتعجز عن كل شيء !!
.......... تخيل .........
لم أكن أحتاج لأن أرى في منامي
السبع العجاف تأكل السبع أحاسيس السمان في حبك
حتى أتيقَّن وأحترس من فراقكـ !
حلم فراقك .. لم يكن يحتاج إلى
................. ( تأويل ) !!
جنون ؟
نعم أنا شعرت بأن الأرض قد كفَّت عن الدورانـ بعدك !
ألم ؟
نعم أنا لازت أحفظك في فراقك مثلما حفظتك في غيابك !
يأس ؟
نعم أنا أحسست بأنَّك قد تطرق بابي مرةً أخرى ولكنك / لم تفعل !
موتـ ؟
نعم أنا نكَّست الأعلام معلنة الحداد وكفَّنت قلبي لعلمي التام بعدم صلاحيته / بعدك !
إنكسار ؟
نعم أنا بالأمس أجبت من سألني عنك بأنَّك " بخير " رغم جهلي التَّام بما أنت عليه !
ومازِلتــ
مثلما كُنتــ
أحاول الهروب مِن ألم الواقع :
فـ أغمض عيني
وأجُوب بصحبتكَ في مدن الخيال التي لم تُفتح لي / إلا مَعَك ..
أيا رَجُلاً نفاني إليهـ وأسكنني مُدنَ أمانهـ
سألتُكَـ بالله – الذي ضخَّم إحساسي بالأمان معكَـ -
ماذا أفعل بالخوف الذي يملؤني رُعبًا / بَعدك ؟!
[ ت ع ب ]
.... غفر الله لك يا من سكن وتسيَّد حبه في أٌقصى محاني ذلك القلب !
......................
i feel like i wrote it
thank you shetat for such a great words....
:(
i Just read something and i want to share it with you ,
it makes me sad
but i love it
for the writer and poet شتات
ღ .. ( وفوَّضتـُ أمرِْي بكَ إلَى اللهــ ) !!
( و .. فوَّضتُ أمري بكَ إلى اللهـ )
.. و ها هي تمارس عادتها في الكتابة إليهـ / عنهـ !
ولا تعلم إن كان يحق لها أن تفعل
...... بعد أن " إستخارت " فراقهـ !!
يومًا ما ..
سيبحر بكَ الوجع .. إلى أقصى مراسي الألَم ..
......... وستذكرني !
إن عُدتَ إلي ..
فـ أنا مازلت / كما كُنتــ
أقتطع لكَ مِن لحم فرحي .. وأطعمكـ !
مثلما كُنتــ
يُبكيني إشتياقي إليكَـ
ويقتلني حنيني لَكـَ !
أيا رجُلاً رفعني إلى عرش قلبه فأحيا قلبي
سألتُكَ باللهـ - الذي عظَّم حبَّك بداخلي – ألا يُضنيكَ فُراقي !؟
لا تلُمني ..
كانت رياح الواقع / تعصف بقارب الحلم بِك ..
أغرقتهــ
فـ تحطَّم !
وإمتلئت رئة حبي لَكَ بماء النهاية !
[ النهاية ] يا وطني ومنفاي ..!!
فهل سمعت إنتحاب المشاعر بي ... حينها !؟
تُــرى ..
عندما يتضَّخم بِكَ الإشتياق إليّ
......... فـ مالذي ستفعلهـ !؟
سألتكَ يومًا ما ..
( مالذي يدفعك لأن تتمسك بي هكذا ! )
صرخت بي
( أُحبكِــ )
دعني أنسق لك الحكاية أكثر ..
أنت أحببت
طُهري في زمن / ملوثــ
أحببت
صدقي في زمن / كاذبــ
أحببت
طفولتي في زمن / هرِم
أحببت
نقائي في زمن / شائبــ
أحببتني ..!!
ولكن ..
مادام حبَّك لِي لَم يصنع المعجزاتـ / ولو خيالاً / لي !
فـ ماضيرُ فراقي لكَ حين فارقتك !!
[ نبض ذاكرة ]
تَذكُر؟
عندما كُنت أردد على مسامعكَ بـ شقاوة :
( تدرين وأدري بنفترق ..
تدرين قلبي بيحترق ..
حنا إتفقنا بكل شي /
إلا الزمن عيا الزمان لا نتفق )
فترد علي بـ يقين غاضبـ :
( لا إن شالله الله لا يقولهـ )
........
ها قد إفترقنا !
وها قد رفض الزمان إتفاقنا ..
فـ مانفعت شقاوتي ؟!
وما نفع يقينك الغاضب ؟!
- لا شيء !
[ رُعبـ ]
أن تطرق باب ذاكرتي مساءً في يوم حالك الألم والحنين
فـ أتساءل بيني وبيني :
هل أكلتـ !؟
تُراك الآن تستعد للنوم ؟!
ماالذي فعلته أنت بهذا اليوم !؟
كيف كان يومكَ بالعمل ؟!
هل أُرهِقت !؟
هل حزِنتـ ؟!
هل ضقتَ ذرعًا مِن ألمك !؟
تراك إحتجت لصدرًا حنونًا تلقي إليه بهمِّك .......... ولم تجدهـ ؟!
............... و يقتلني آخر تساؤل !!
كان يقتلني إشتياقي لكَ وأنا / معَكـ
فـ ما تراهـ سيفعل حنيني إليكَ / بعدكـ !!!
[ تخيَّل ]
لو أن إحداهنَّ أتتك بعدي بخجل الإناث وبراءة المراهقاتــ
لـ تُعلن لك ولاؤها و الحب المتسيَّد في قلبها نحوكـ !
وراحت تشرح لكَ ميلاد ذلك العشق ..
وأنَّك الأول .. وأنَّك الأخير ..
وبأنَّك كُل الرجالـ ..
_ مالذي ستفعله ؟
هل
ستقبِّل رأسها بحنان الأب لتقول لها بأنها خاطئَة وأنه لا يجب عليها أن تفتح مُدن إحـاسيسها لـ رجل ..
أم
ستفتح لها صدرك بخبث الذئاب لتخبرها بأنك أيضًا تعشقها ..
أم
ستقف أمامها بذهول عندما سيطرء عليك طيفي حينها ..
فتعجز عن كل شيء !!
.......... تخيل .........
لم أكن أحتاج لأن أرى في منامي
السبع العجاف تأكل السبع أحاسيس السمان في حبك
حتى أتيقَّن وأحترس من فراقكـ !
حلم فراقك .. لم يكن يحتاج إلى
................. ( تأويل ) !!
جنون ؟
نعم أنا شعرت بأن الأرض قد كفَّت عن الدورانـ بعدك !
ألم ؟
نعم أنا لازت أحفظك في فراقك مثلما حفظتك في غيابك !
يأس ؟
نعم أنا أحسست بأنَّك قد تطرق بابي مرةً أخرى ولكنك / لم تفعل !
موتـ ؟
نعم أنا نكَّست الأعلام معلنة الحداد وكفَّنت قلبي لعلمي التام بعدم صلاحيته / بعدك !
إنكسار ؟
نعم أنا بالأمس أجبت من سألني عنك بأنَّك " بخير " رغم جهلي التَّام بما أنت عليه !
ومازِلتــ
مثلما كُنتــ
أحاول الهروب مِن ألم الواقع :
فـ أغمض عيني
وأجُوب بصحبتكَ في مدن الخيال التي لم تُفتح لي / إلا مَعَك ..
أيا رَجُلاً نفاني إليهـ وأسكنني مُدنَ أمانهـ
سألتُكَـ بالله – الذي ضخَّم إحساسي بالأمان معكَـ -
ماذا أفعل بالخوف الذي يملؤني رُعبًا / بَعدك ؟!
[ ت ع ب ]
.... غفر الله لك يا من سكن وتسيَّد حبه في أٌقصى محاني ذلك القلب !
......................
i feel like i wrote it
thank you shetat for such a great words....
:(
18.3.08
new post .. Relived hobby
Hi all , miss you so much
I know I didn’t update for along time that because I was busy and ill too. I
am fine now .
I will put for you one of my recent writing in the forum I am a supervisor in it
I love this forum, it is active and so useful
do visit it and enjoy my posts and other creative members' posts, I write in the name of شمس الظفرة ..
It revives my willing to write and share knowledge...
Writing was and still my hobby beside reading and I have a big interest in it now a days..
I will leave you with my writing in Arabic:
I will leave you with my writing in Arabic:
"زمن أشباه الرجال"
اشباه الرجال من هم ، ما صفاتهم ؟ اين هم ؟ وكيف اصبح حالهم هكذا؟ ولماذا ؟ووووو....
لا يذهب تفكيركم عند قراءة عنوان موضوعي الى الجنس الثالث... فما اقصده هنا رجال سليمي الفطرة وليسو شواذ ولكن هم أشباه رجال .... ياللاسف
...
هم رجال باسم وحسب ونسب واصل وفصل ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بمال وجاه وقصور وسيارات وخدم وحشم ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلحى وشوارب وطول وعرض و جسم رياضي ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلسان معسول وكلام منمق ومرتب ورزانة عقل ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال باسم وحسب ونسب واصل وفصل ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بمال وجاه وقصور وسيارات وخدم وحشم ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلحى وشوارب وطول وعرض و جسم رياضي ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلسان معسول وكلام منمق ومرتب ورزانة عقل ولكن اشباه رجال
اشباه الرجال هم رجال ولكن لا تمت الرجولة لهم بصله .. هم رجال قولهم يصل مداه لأركان الكون ولكن فعلهم صفر على الشمال.. يقولون ولا يفعلون ويوعدون ولا يوفون يحبون ويخنون يصدقون وهم كذابون...انهم أشباه رجال...
اين هم ؟هم من حولنا في كل مكان... في العمل.. في الدراسه.. في الشارع.. وللاسف ايضا هم في منزلنا.. ،
عندما تحتاج اليهم وتطلب معونتهم يقولون لك باللهجة المحلية تم..
ووقت تأدية الواجب هم اين ؟ فص ملح وذاب واعجبي
!!!
عندما تحدثهم هم رائعون ويرسمون لك الدنيا وردية وعندما تضع قدميك في دنياهم تقع في حفرة لا قااع له... سوداء اللون
..كيف اصبح حالهم هكذا؟
ضعف الدين .. لا صلاه حقيقية ...ولا إيمان راسخ... الدين عندهم رياء ومجرد كلام فقط.... لا أخلاق داخليه.. بمعنى لا يوجد لديهم احترام لذاتهم فيتشكلون كالحرباء لسد نقصهم الشديد...
حذف من قاموسهم احترام الوالدين ورضاهم فأصبحوا يسيرون في ظلام عقوق الوالدين وهم بأسماء آبائهم وأمهاتهم يفخرون .. واعجبي
!!!!
لماذا هم اشباه رجال ؟لان هدفهم الدنيا فقط.. فهي اكبر همهم .. الغريزه .. المال ... اللهو اللعب ... لذلك فهم اشباه رجال...الامثله عليهم : رجال يرتشون وهم بمناصب كبيره .. رجال يستغلون اسمهم ومكانتهم .. رجال يلعبون بعقول النساء ويوعدون ويستغلون ويرحلون.. رجال يرمون والديهم في دار المسنين او حتى هم معهم ولكن لايسألون عن حالهم .. رجال مكارين سيتغلون اصدقائهم بادعاء الفقر والإفلاس وهم متمكنين ولكن الطمع والجشع اعمى بصيرتهم .. رجال تراهم رجال دين وعندما تلجأ إليهم يظهر كفرهم .. رجال يهتفون بالعلم والتطوير وحق المرأة واحترامها .. وتكتشف ان هدفهم المال والجسد فقط و و و و و الكثير من الامثله..
...
لن اقلل من احترام الرجال الحقيقيون او انسى ذكرهم فهم موجودون بيننا ايضا .. ولكنهم نادرون او قله
الرجال الحقيقيون همهم الدين والاسرة ومكارم الاخلاق والابتعاد عن الحرام قولا وفعلا وهم الذين يصونون نسائهم ويسعون الى اخرتهم بالاعمال الصالحه والصدق
..
هدفهم في كل عمل يقومون به ان يكون هذا العمل ممرا الى الجنة...هؤلاء هم الرجال الحقيقيون امثال سيد الرجال جميعا الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم وأصحابه الكرام من عمر بن الخطاب وخالد بن الوليد وعلي بن ابي طالب وغيرهم من رجال حفر التاريخ اسمهم من ذهب في صخر الرجوله
ونحت شعار الصدق و الامانه في جبل عظمة خشونتهم وقوتهم بإيمانهم القوي بالله وبالدين
هدفهم في كل عمل يقومون به ان يكون هذا العمل ممرا الى الجنة...هؤلاء هم الرجال الحقيقيون امثال سيد الرجال جميعا الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم وأصحابه الكرام من عمر بن الخطاب وخالد بن الوليد وعلي بن ابي طالب وغيرهم من رجال حفر التاريخ اسمهم من ذهب في صخر الرجوله
ونحت شعار الصدق و الامانه في جبل عظمة خشونتهم وقوتهم بإيمانهم القوي بالله وبالدين
...
ما هو الحل لهؤلاء اشباه الرجال؟
الحل هو العوده الى الله والخوف منه فهم منافقين ينافقون الله وأنفسهم قبل ان يخدعون الآخرين من حولهم ..اه ثم اه اطلقها من قلب رأى الكثير من اشباه الرجال وصمت وكتب حزنه وسكب دمعه على هؤلاء الذين خسروا دنياهم وهم يحسبون أنهم ملكوها بمال جمعوه وكم النساء اللأي عرفوهن ومناصب وصلوا اليها ظلما وغيرهابكي لانهم خسروا اخرتهم وهم يحسبون انهم احسنو صنعا والله غفور رحيم؟؟الله يهدي جميع رجال المسلمين....
..آمين
see you soon ....
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You
19.2.08
Reading and Writing...
Hi all miss you so much,
I feel different nowadays , I feel better and I feel I am alert and want to achieve lots of things , I feel I lost lots of hours and minutes in achieving zero value things..
Since I was a child about 7 years old I had read many many child story books, all kind of novels , encyclopedias, political and economic books and ….etc and still cant feel enough from reading .
I confess that I am lazy nowadays the internet and T.V takes most of my time and I feel so guilty why I can’t read like before? … Now I started reading again and I feel so happy that I am back to enrich my mind and soul with such a great joy…
I also join a forum and loosen my captured feelings and thoughts with people and share knowledge and write and write lots of articles that I proof through them that I have lots to share and let people benefit from my thinking and I learn and benefit too ..
I like to be a writer and write articles in magazines and newspaper and also write novels , I shall start soon Inshallah …
I want to share some of the books I read for Arabic writers and foreign writers :
check the list on my account in FaceBook (Elghala Kelah)
see you ...
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You
I feel different nowadays , I feel better and I feel I am alert and want to achieve lots of things , I feel I lost lots of hours and minutes in achieving zero value things..
Since I was a child about 7 years old I had read many many child story books, all kind of novels , encyclopedias, political and economic books and ….etc and still cant feel enough from reading .
I confess that I am lazy nowadays the internet and T.V takes most of my time and I feel so guilty why I can’t read like before? … Now I started reading again and I feel so happy that I am back to enrich my mind and soul with such a great joy…
I also join a forum and loosen my captured feelings and thoughts with people and share knowledge and write and write lots of articles that I proof through them that I have lots to share and let people benefit from my thinking and I learn and benefit too ..
I like to be a writer and write articles in magazines and newspaper and also write novels , I shall start soon Inshallah …
I want to share some of the books I read for Arabic writers and foreign writers :
check the list on my account in FaceBook (Elghala Kelah)
see you ...
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You
14.2.08
Why?
How are you all?I hope everybody is fine and healthy
My blog title is BIG why? so why the why??
I have many " WHYs " in my head; here you are the Why and oddity questions :
why when you are a good kind person, people use your kindness?
why do kindness considers Stupidity and credulity?
Do all the people become wolves so we have to become ones too? So the sentence in Arabic " إن كنت حملا أكلتك الذئاب"؟؟: is right??
But if we are a clever decent and big heart lamp again we will be eaten?
Is this a time that you cant be kind and trust people who come in your life and they seems and act so clear and honest then you discover that you have been used because of your kind big heart!!!!
Amazing how Muslims turned to be …As they once said:” عش رجبا ترى عجبا"
P.S: Today is Valentine Day but what a big deal?? I am wearing red shirt and off white with blue and red buttons skirt , all people are looking at me like I am a sin!!!!
I don’t care because I didn’t wear red because of this Valentine I did cause I want to wear this new outfit??
why people think the opposite?
And why they celebrate love only today??
For me everyday is Valentine because I love my religion , my country , my family , my work , my friends and this love grows bigger evereyday , so why I should consider one day for love and do all crazy things girls and boys are doing in this day???
I believe that Love have no boundaries nor cretin date to celebrate it , it is a must in everyday life and with out it you cant live …
See you soon
My blog title is BIG why? so why the why??
I have many " WHYs " in my head; here you are the Why and oddity questions :
why when you are a good kind person, people use your kindness?
why do kindness considers Stupidity and credulity?
Do all the people become wolves so we have to become ones too? So the sentence in Arabic " إن كنت حملا أكلتك الذئاب"؟؟: is right??
But if we are a clever decent and big heart lamp again we will be eaten?
Is this a time that you cant be kind and trust people who come in your life and they seems and act so clear and honest then you discover that you have been used because of your kind big heart!!!!
Amazing how Muslims turned to be …As they once said:” عش رجبا ترى عجبا"
P.S: Today is Valentine Day but what a big deal?? I am wearing red shirt and off white with blue and red buttons skirt , all people are looking at me like I am a sin!!!!
I don’t care because I didn’t wear red because of this Valentine I did cause I want to wear this new outfit??
why people think the opposite?
And why they celebrate love only today??
For me everyday is Valentine because I love my religion , my country , my family , my work , my friends and this love grows bigger evereyday , so why I should consider one day for love and do all crazy things girls and boys are doing in this day???
I believe that Love have no boundaries nor cretin date to celebrate it , it is a must in everyday life and with out it you cant live …
See you soon
see the above in arabic :)
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
صباح الخير وعسى الجميع في صحه وعافيه
يوميتي اليوم بعنوان : لماذا؟
يا جماعة صحيت صباحا وانا احمل في جعبتي الكثير والكثير من الاسئلة التي تبدأ بلماذا؟ والكثير من اسئلة استعجب منها واريد الرد منهم من اعرف اجابته ومنهم من افضل الصمت لان الرد محزن
واليكم هذه الاسئلة:- لماذا عندما يكون الانسان طيب يستغل؟
- لماذا تعتبر الطيبه في هذا الزمان سذاجة وغباء؟-
لماذا اصبح معظم وليس كل الناس ذئابا تلهث وراء المادة لا الجوهور والدين ؟ هل يجب ان نكون ذئاب كي نعيش؟ اذا هل المقوله " ان لم تكن ذئبا اكلتك الذائب" صحيحه؟ وهل ان كنا حملا وديعا طيبا خلوقا محترما محبا مراعيا تاكلك الذئاب؟؟؟؟-
هل هذا زمن لا يمكن تصديق من يدخل حياتك وتراه من اقواله وافعاله صادقا ومحبا فتوثق به و تعطيه الكثير وتكتشف انه يلبس قناع للفضيلة الملوثة وقناعا للصدق الكاذب!!! وانه قد تم استخدامك وخداعك لانك تملك قلبا كبيرا ؟؟ يعني هل يعقل ان ماتت الثقة والصدق في هذا الزمان!!!!
لماذا ظهرت هذه الظاهره بيننا ونحن مسلمين ونؤمن بالله ونخافه ونتبع سنة اشرف خلق الله ونحتذي باخلاقة - صلى الله عليه وسلم- ؟؟ صدق القائل :" عش رجبا ترى عجبا "
..والكثير من ال ماذا ؟؟ ولكن لا يحضرني حاليا الا ما ورد اعلاه
نعم ملاحظه : استيقظت ولبست قميصا و تنورة بهم اللون الاحمر وذهب للعمل .. يالله الجميع ينظر الي بنظره غريبة؟؟ وكانني آآثمة ؟؟ لا يظهر مني الا جزئ بسيط للاكمام فلماذا تلك هذه النظرات؟ ثم فهمت فالجميع يقول اه تلبسين الاحمر لان اليوم عيد الحب : " فالنتيان ديي" .. لحظه ماذا؟؟
هل تم تأريخ هذا اليوم في رزنامة المسلمين انه عيد؟؟
انا لم البس الاحمر لانه فالنتين هذا ولكن انه زي ابتعته وعجبني فلبسته استغرب لماذا يطلقون عليه اسم عيد و من ابتدعه يسمونه يوم ؟؟؟
ثم لماذا اصبح المسلمين رجالا ونساء يخصصون يوما للحب ؟ الحب كل يوم وليس اليوم فقط؟ولا ما استغرب منه ان المحلات المراكز والاسواق وحتى محلات الزهور والادهى المحطات الفضائية يحتفلون به؟؟ واسعار الزهور اغلى في هذا اليوم ايضا !!!!!ا واعجبي!!! ...بالنسبة لي كل يوم هو يوم حب فانا احب ديني واحب وطني واحب اهلي وعملي واصدقائي والجميع ولا احدد يوما للحب لإيماني ان الحب لا يحده حدود ولا يحدد له تاريخ محدد ولا يوم معين ..
الحب والحب في الله بالاخص هو اعظم ما في الوجود وبدون الحب والمحبة لا تستمر الحياة ديننا دين المحبة والسلام والتسامح فأين الاخلاق واين القيم في اتباع سنة الرسول وليس سنة فالنتين وغيره؟؟
واعجبي !!!!!
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You
6.2.08
هل إمارتنا لنا !!!؟؟؟
أينما تذهب وأينما تتلفت حولك ترى عمالة وافدة في كل سكة وفي كل حارة وفي كل محل وفي كل شارع وفي كل سيارة وفي كل شركة وفي كل مكان حتى تحت ظل الأشجار هناك عمالة تستظل منها.. فأين أبناء البلد؟ لماذا الأجنبي والوافد هو من يمشي أمورنا وليس نحن من نمشيها؟؟؟
يا جماعة الخير ماذا يحدث في إماراتنا الحبيبة؟ أريد أن أحدثكم عن ظاهره باتت خطيرة جدا في وطني الإمارات ، العمالة الوافدة والإخوان والأخوات العرب أصبحوا ناقمين لا يشكرون
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منذ بداية الاتحاد وإمارتي تستقطب الكثير من العمالة العربية والأجنبية والآسيوية ، منهم من تربى وعاش على هذه الأرض و حمل الجنسية الإماراتية أيضا ولكن هل الولاء للإمارات الم الوطن الأم ؟؟ هل الأموال التي تصرف لهم تدخل في دخل الدولة أم تحول للوطن الأم ؟؟
منذ بداية الاتحاد وإمارتي تستقطب الكثير من العمالة العربية والأجنبية والآسيوية ، منهم من تربى وعاش على هذه الأرض و حمل الجنسية الإماراتية أيضا ولكن هل الولاء للإمارات الم الوطن الأم ؟؟ هل الأموال التي تصرف لهم تدخل في دخل الدولة أم تحول للوطن الأم ؟؟
أنا لست عنصرية واكرر لست عنصرية وأحب كل مسلم وكل عربي وكل جنسية ولون ولكن اكره من لا يشكر النعمة المغدقة عليه من قبل إماراتي وشيوخها = أطال الله بأعمارهم = واكره من يعاملني أنا كمواطنة إماراتية كأنني حقيرة او إني لا افهم أو إني دون المستوى
سأروي لكم أمثله على مواقف مررت بها تظهر لماذا أنا غاضبة جدا
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عندما كنت مريضه ذهبت إلى المستشفى(للعلم جميع العاملين غير مواطنين) أرسلت إلى الطبيب وكانت أمراه من جنسية عربية جلست أنا وخالتي عندها لمدة 3 دقائق وهي لا تتكلم تعبث بجهاز الحاسوب بيد والبيد الأخرى تحك رأسها وللأسف أيضا تلمس انفها ، منظر مقزز لطبيب كنت أريد أن اخرج ولكن من شدة ألمي صمت بعد مده قالت بنبره غير مهذبه ما بك وهي لا تنظر إلي وتبحث في الأوراق قلت لها ما اشعر به وساد صمت وأنا بداخلي اغلي ليس من حرارة الحمى بل من حرارة الغضب من المعاملة السيئة قلت لها هل سمعتي ؟ قالت نعم تعالي معي للفحص السريري والله العالم كم كانت يدها فظة في التعامل مع الألم وظلت تسال اسأله ليس لها أي علاقة بالمرض أين تعملين ؟ ماذا تعملين؟ قلت لها إني أتألم لم ترد و صاحت على الممرضة وأعطتها التعليمات بغير نفس وهي ترمي الأوراق عليها وأبدا أبدا أبدا لم تبتسم بعد أن تم العلاج قابلت الطبيبة للمرة الأخيرة فقالت أنتي أحسن قلت نعم قالت مع السلامة قلت لها شكرا أتمنى لو تبتسمين للمرضى فرمقتني بنظره غير مكترثة لي وتابعت ما كانت تحدق به في جهاز الحاسوب؟؟ واعحبي !!!!
جلست أنا وخالتي نتناقش قالت لي إنني عندما كنت نائمة من تأثير الدواء جلست تراقب الطبيبة فرأت كيف تعامل الأجنبية ومن بنات عمها بكل أدب وطيبة والضحكات تصل لأخر أروقة المستشفى قالت شعرت بالغضب الشديد فلماذا نحن تعاملنا بتلك الطريقة ؟ألا تعمل هي في وطني ؟ ألا تأكل من خيراته؟ ألا تعرف إننا أبناء هذه البلد الحبيبة ومستقبلة؟ لماذا هذه العنصرية والتفريق ؟ ونحن لم نكف عن تقديم المساعدات لهم ولبلدانهم؟
قلت يا خالتي لم استطع في وقتها أن أتكلم من شدة مرضي ولكن صدقيني هذه الأيام لم تعد إمارتنا ملكا لنا فقالت هذا ما آلت إليه الأمور للأسف...
عندما كنت مريضه ذهبت إلى المستشفى(للعلم جميع العاملين غير مواطنين) أرسلت إلى الطبيب وكانت أمراه من جنسية عربية جلست أنا وخالتي عندها لمدة 3 دقائق وهي لا تتكلم تعبث بجهاز الحاسوب بيد والبيد الأخرى تحك رأسها وللأسف أيضا تلمس انفها ، منظر مقزز لطبيب كنت أريد أن اخرج ولكن من شدة ألمي صمت بعد مده قالت بنبره غير مهذبه ما بك وهي لا تنظر إلي وتبحث في الأوراق قلت لها ما اشعر به وساد صمت وأنا بداخلي اغلي ليس من حرارة الحمى بل من حرارة الغضب من المعاملة السيئة قلت لها هل سمعتي ؟ قالت نعم تعالي معي للفحص السريري والله العالم كم كانت يدها فظة في التعامل مع الألم وظلت تسال اسأله ليس لها أي علاقة بالمرض أين تعملين ؟ ماذا تعملين؟ قلت لها إني أتألم لم ترد و صاحت على الممرضة وأعطتها التعليمات بغير نفس وهي ترمي الأوراق عليها وأبدا أبدا أبدا لم تبتسم بعد أن تم العلاج قابلت الطبيبة للمرة الأخيرة فقالت أنتي أحسن قلت نعم قالت مع السلامة قلت لها شكرا أتمنى لو تبتسمين للمرضى فرمقتني بنظره غير مكترثة لي وتابعت ما كانت تحدق به في جهاز الحاسوب؟؟ واعحبي !!!!
جلست أنا وخالتي نتناقش قالت لي إنني عندما كنت نائمة من تأثير الدواء جلست تراقب الطبيبة فرأت كيف تعامل الأجنبية ومن بنات عمها بكل أدب وطيبة والضحكات تصل لأخر أروقة المستشفى قالت شعرت بالغضب الشديد فلماذا نحن تعاملنا بتلك الطريقة ؟ألا تعمل هي في وطني ؟ ألا تأكل من خيراته؟ ألا تعرف إننا أبناء هذه البلد الحبيبة ومستقبلة؟ لماذا هذه العنصرية والتفريق ؟ ونحن لم نكف عن تقديم المساعدات لهم ولبلدانهم؟
قلت يا خالتي لم استطع في وقتها أن أتكلم من شدة مرضي ولكن صدقيني هذه الأيام لم تعد إمارتنا ملكا لنا فقالت هذا ما آلت إليه الأمور للأسف...
موقف آخر فتاه تتأفف وتتذمر من شكل المبنى والممر في احد المراكز التجارية وهي عربية الجنسية وتقول : أف أرف ارف ارف وهي تمضغ علكة و تمشي بشكل غير لائق اقتربت منها صديقتي وقالت : أنتي الارف لأنك لا تحترمين ارض تأكلين من خيرها ارجعي لبلدك وارني إن كنت تستطيعين أن تتمشين وتلبسين يهذه الطريقة فتحت الفتاه فمها ولم تتكلم من الإحراج ، أنا وصديقتي قلنا لماذا لا يتعلمون أن يحترموا بلدا احتضنهم ؟؟
العمالة الأجنبية من أوروبا وغيرها يقولون بلدكم جنة وانتم لا تعرفون أنكم تقدمونها لنا بطبق من ذهب.... هذا يقتلني /في عملي في كل مكان عندما تتحدث مع أجنبي يخاف من المواطن ولكن عندما يكتشف انك لا تفهم ما يقول وانك بكل طيبة وكرم إماراتي ستكرمه وتضيفه و إن استطعت ستعطيه ماء عينك فيبدأ يضحك عليك ويستغلك بابتسامة ماكرة وأنت لا تعلم
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عدم احترام المواطن أجده في كل مكان ، في الصالونات النسائية في المستشفيات في المطاعم في المراكز التجارية و أيضا في الشركات وبعض الهيئات الحكومية من سمح لغير المواطن أن يتمادى إلى أن وصل إلى مرتبة يشعر بها انه الأفضل وللأسف هو أفضل في أشياء كثيرة ولكن إن كان الأحسن يجب أن لا يتمادى ويطمع ويطغى على من يعطيه كل هذه الحرية
عدم احترام المواطن أجده في كل مكان ، في الصالونات النسائية في المستشفيات في المطاعم في المراكز التجارية و أيضا في الشركات وبعض الهيئات الحكومية من سمح لغير المواطن أن يتمادى إلى أن وصل إلى مرتبة يشعر بها انه الأفضل وللأسف هو أفضل في أشياء كثيرة ولكن إن كان الأحسن يجب أن لا يتمادى ويطمع ويطغى على من يعطيه كل هذه الحرية
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و لماذا لا يوجد قانون يردع هذه المعاملة لماذا التفرقة التي تحدث ولكن بصمت ولا احد يتكلم عنها ؟؟ لماذا لا يحتج أبناء البلد بان يصرخ عاليا: ارحموني أريد أن اثبت إني إماراتي ولست غريبا على ارض وطني؟
و لماذا لا يوجد قانون يردع هذه المعاملة لماذا التفرقة التي تحدث ولكن بصمت ولا احد يتكلم عنها ؟؟ لماذا لا يحتج أبناء البلد بان يصرخ عاليا: ارحموني أريد أن اثبت إني إماراتي ولست غريبا على ارض وطني؟
قرأت رأي فتاه في احد الحوارات الجادة في احد المنتديات العربية تقول:9
اشعر أن ما أوصلنا لهذا المستوى أن الأجنبي يأتي من بلده وعنده سلاح اسمه الشهادة والخبرة ونحن نحمل شهادات جامعية ولكن بدون خبره و في الدوائر الحكومية يحترمون صاحب المؤهلات والشهادات.لأنه ينفعهم، المواطن بيكون بطران لأنه مواطن ورافع رأسه على الفاضي.!!!!!.الذي لا يملك في يده سلاح يحارب فيه والله ينهزم سواء أكان مواطن او غير مواطن....المواطن إن أراد أن يأمر وينهي لازم يكون له هيبة وهذه الهيبة تكمن في أن يكون له كلمه ومعنى وان يتحلى بأسلوب في التعامل ورقي في الكلام
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ما رأيكم في كلامها؟؟ أراه صحيحا
ما رأيكم في كلامها؟؟ أراه صحيحا
وأضف إليه يجب التسلح بالدين لان ما أن تسلح الإنسان بدينه فهو قريب من الله ورسوله إذا هو قوي ولكن للأسف الدين أصبح مجرد عادات وتقاليد لم يعد أساس ومن بعده تأتي بقية أمور الدنيا من حضارات وتقدم وتجاره واقتصاد وغيره ...
أيضا التسلح بالعلم، العلم سلاح قوي يدعمه الدين ويدعمه العقل والنضج ، العلم سلاح كبير ولكن ليس العلم أن تحفظ وتحفظ ما في الكتب العلم هو أن تطبق و تعمل فعلم بلا عمل لا يعد علما يعد معرفة فقط...
واهم شي التحلي بالأخلاق والأدب وتطبيق الأصح واجتناب الخطأ وان وقع الخطأ فالتعلم منه للرقي بالنفس للأفضل
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ويبقى السؤال المهم، هل الإمارات لنا ؟؟؟؟ هل بسبب هذا التطور الهائل الإمارات ستبقى لنا؟؟؟؟ أخاف أن يأتي يوم وأسأل عن أوراق
...إقامتي و جنسيتي ومن هو كفيلي في إماراتي نفسها؟؟
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You
28.1.08
I N S T R U C T I O N S F O R L I F E ...
Hi all, i like this email ,sent by Mom
it is so useful :)
Instructions for life:
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements
involve great risk.
2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three R’s:
ØRespect for self,
ØRespect for others and
ØResponsibility for all your actions.
4.Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a
wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship.
7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate
steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and
think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for
your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the
current situation. Don’t bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your
love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order
to get it.
19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.
This is a nice reading, but short. Enjoy! This is what The
Dalai Lama has to say for 2007.
so ENJOY...
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You ...
A flower for only the nice people...
life is like a flower so prety and nice but
it has thorns... (4 u 2)
16.1.08
five important lessons..
I recived an Email and i want to share it with you , it is totally true
enjoy and learn :
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others." Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn' t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping! the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
Most importantly.................. "Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.
:)
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...
enjoy and learn :
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others." Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn' t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping! the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
Most importantly.................. "Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.
:)
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...
6.1.08
Be yourself...
Hi, how are you all? I hope every body is fine and healthier ...I had such a wonderfull weekend, it was so exciting and so much fun :)
I went to the Global Village again !! oh my , I can't get bored of it, I also went to the cinema and I saw a movie called “ Death Sentence” it was nice but i hate the ending..
I hope all of you had a good and useful weekend…
I always hear the sentence” Be yourself!!” and a question rise in my mind:” why should I be myself?” the answer pops so quickly , because each individual is created to be unique and Allah give him/her a special soul to make a difference.
I tried for years to be myself but I couldn’t until 2004 I became a totally different person, it is not easy to be yourself especially if you grow up shy and lonely. This personality depends on their parents and lives in their own fancy world, also this person feel he is being himself but this is wrong.
To be yourself in my opinion is to be with people, that because they will judge you depend on your own actions and speech (Always be honest with yourself that will make you honest and clear with others ), also they will help you if you are wrong and guide you if you loose the track (if they are of course good friends and people). In this way fill your life with nice , decent and clean open-minded people.
I Believe that our religion wants us to be ourselves when it urges us to pray , have good and decent manners ,treat people nicely and politelyand be successful in our life.
How strange?! Sometimes people be themselves and become so arrogant that they forget their own creator and think they are better “aste’3fer Allah”.
Sometimea a person want to be like someone else, and that true each boy or a girl want to be a copy of their parents or uncles or aunts and sometime it is there by itself because of the genetic attributes that built in our inheritance genes :).
I know a person that imitates and copy a particular actor and behave and even wear the way he do, this is not so strange because if you are not happy with what you are then you try to be someone else. It is ok to copy others but not the bad and rude ones, don’t be a malformed copy which reflects others wrong direction in life…
Be yourself by being a good muslim , citizen , nicer , good mannered , interesting , unique by adding value to your work or study and in your home, also be more creative , leave a fingerprint behind you after you die that everyone in the world will track and investigate and learn from it.
Remember,
If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.
~David Carradine , I love that :)
P.S. I would like to say that my friend “ kytheria “made me crazy when she wrote about the Maya’s café in Bahrain , oh I want to be there now :), Thank you dear for the introduction …love you
See these websites they are so useful
http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Yourself
http://www.quotegarden.com/be-self.html
Take care and be near to Allah..
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...
I went to the Global Village again !! oh my , I can't get bored of it, I also went to the cinema and I saw a movie called “ Death Sentence” it was nice but i hate the ending..
I hope all of you had a good and useful weekend…
I always hear the sentence” Be yourself!!” and a question rise in my mind:” why should I be myself?” the answer pops so quickly , because each individual is created to be unique and Allah give him/her a special soul to make a difference.
I tried for years to be myself but I couldn’t until 2004 I became a totally different person, it is not easy to be yourself especially if you grow up shy and lonely. This personality depends on their parents and lives in their own fancy world, also this person feel he is being himself but this is wrong.
To be yourself in my opinion is to be with people, that because they will judge you depend on your own actions and speech (Always be honest with yourself that will make you honest and clear with others ), also they will help you if you are wrong and guide you if you loose the track (if they are of course good friends and people). In this way fill your life with nice , decent and clean open-minded people.
I Believe that our religion wants us to be ourselves when it urges us to pray , have good and decent manners ,treat people nicely and politelyand be successful in our life.
How strange?! Sometimes people be themselves and become so arrogant that they forget their own creator and think they are better “aste’3fer Allah”.
Sometimea a person want to be like someone else, and that true each boy or a girl want to be a copy of their parents or uncles or aunts and sometime it is there by itself because of the genetic attributes that built in our inheritance genes :).
I know a person that imitates and copy a particular actor and behave and even wear the way he do, this is not so strange because if you are not happy with what you are then you try to be someone else. It is ok to copy others but not the bad and rude ones, don’t be a malformed copy which reflects others wrong direction in life…
Be yourself by being a good muslim , citizen , nicer , good mannered , interesting , unique by adding value to your work or study and in your home, also be more creative , leave a fingerprint behind you after you die that everyone in the world will track and investigate and learn from it.
Remember,
If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.
~David Carradine , I love that :)
P.S. I would like to say that my friend “ kytheria “made me crazy when she wrote about the Maya’s café in Bahrain , oh I want to be there now :), Thank you dear for the introduction …love you
See these websites they are so useful
http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Yourself
http://www.quotegarden.com/be-self.html
Take care and be near to Allah..
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...
3.1.08
Fake Love L :(
I know I post too many posts today but I have lots of things I want to
share with you , this time in Arabic.
لا تسحب قلبك وتتعبه لكل من يروق لك ، سلمه للذي يستاهله
قبل أن ابدأ قصتي انظروا ماذا قال الشيخ حمدان بن راشد ال مكتوم :" تحبني ولا تحب الدراهم اختار لك وحده علشان ما اضيع علاقة ماتنبني بالتفاهم حتا تحت نور القمر يمكن تميع واتراهن الحب الحقيقي تراهم مشجعين احساسهم دون تشجيع صغيرهم يدري بقيمة غلاهم لايمكن تحصله معروض للبيع" من منطلق كلامه لكم هالقصه الصغيرة جدا
أريد أن اعرف ماذا حصل في الكون ؟ لماذا أصبح الحب الحقيقي الصادق مجرد أطلال نبكي عليها؟ لماذا أصبح الحب سلعة أو بالأحرى خردة؟ لماذا أصبح الحب مقايضة؟
أطرح هذه الأسئلة لأني سمعت قصه اقشعر لها بدني ... قبل قليل
هي ... تحبه كثيرا وربما بجنون
هو ... يقول انه يحبها قولا ولكن فعلا برأيي هذا ليس حبا...البته
بدأ حبهما كبيرا ولن استرسل في كيفية بدايته ولكنها بداية جميله ولا يوجد بها خطأ ولكن ربما بعد معرفة الشخص مع الأيام جيدا يظهر الخطأ.
و بدأ حبه يتذبذب وهذا بعد أن طلب منها أن تساعده في ديون عليه ولكن هي لا تملك المال الكافي فاعتذرت بكل أدب ورفضت طلبه ان تقترض من البنك
صمت هو ولم يعلق عندما اعتذرت ، ومرت الأيام وهو معها ويحببها به كثيرا
ولكن بدا يختفي بالأيام وعندما تحدثه يرد بصوت نائم ومتعب ويقول انه نائم ليومين!!سألتها بالله عليك إن هو نائم يومين متتاليين كيف لم ينطفئ جهازه؟ ولم يحتاج إلى شحن؟
قالت لي بلى كان ينغلق ولكن يفتح بعد ذلك بفترة
قلت لها : بالله عليك يا صديقتي ألا ترين انه هو من استيقظ وشحن هاتفه وقرا رسائل شوقك ولم يأبه لها وعاد للنوم؟؟
أجابت : لا تقولي هذا الكلام انه صادق ولا يكذب وهو مريض وينام من تأثير الدواء المخدر
قلت لها وأنا ارتجف أكملي
قالت مرت الأيام على هذه الحالة اتصل ولا يرد وان رد يرد بأنه مشغول وانه يعدها انه سيحادثها بعد دقائق ولا يأتي اتصاله إلا بعد أن تعاود هي الاتصال..
وتسترسل وتقول آخر شي وصلني منه ،أنني قلت له سأخرج مع الأهل للتسوق والمرح فقال نعم اخرجي واصرفي مالك ولا تساعديني وأنا المحتاج لك !!! ( على فكره الرجل من عائله غنية ومعروفة جدا ولكن واعجبي!!!1
قالت لي بلى كان ينغلق ولكن يفتح بعد ذلك بفترة
قلت لها : بالله عليك يا صديقتي ألا ترين انه هو من استيقظ وشحن هاتفه وقرا رسائل شوقك ولم يأبه لها وعاد للنوم؟؟
أجابت : لا تقولي هذا الكلام انه صادق ولا يكذب وهو مريض وينام من تأثير الدواء المخدر
قلت لها وأنا ارتجف أكملي
قالت مرت الأيام على هذه الحالة اتصل ولا يرد وان رد يرد بأنه مشغول وانه يعدها انه سيحادثها بعد دقائق ولا يأتي اتصاله إلا بعد أن تعاود هي الاتصال..
وتسترسل وتقول آخر شي وصلني منه ،أنني قلت له سأخرج مع الأهل للتسوق والمرح فقال نعم اخرجي واصرفي مالك ولا تساعديني وأنا المحتاج لك !!! ( على فكره الرجل من عائله غنية ومعروفة جدا ولكن واعجبي!!!1
هنا قلت لها قفي لا تكملين.. 2
استيقظي هذا ليس حبا ؟
هذا استغلال ذكي وبهدوء
ابتعدي عنه قبل فوات الأوان
قلت لها لا تجعلي شخص من أهم أولوياتك وأنتي مجرد خيار يختاره متى شاء في حياته ..3
قلت لها الحب تعاون و تضحية
الحب فعل وإحساس صادق
الحب حنين وشوق طاهر
الحب ثقة واحترام
الحب ليس أعطني مالا وسأكافئك
الحب نعمة لو يعلم بها الكاذب ما كذب ولا لعب بمشاعر الجميع
للأسف تعب قلبي من قصتها فودعتها وقلت لها لا تبيع قلبك لشخص واضح جدا انه باعك منذ زمن وبثمن بخس أيضا...4
لا تتعلقي بخيوط العنكبوت فهي ضعيفة وتتقطع بنسمة هواء خفيفة
لا تخسري كبريائك و عظمة حبك لشخص لا يعلم ما هو الحب الحقيقي
صوني قلبك ونفسك للذي سيكتبه الله لك حلالا
دعيت لها ووصلت لحاسوبي لكي أرسل لكم هذه القصة مع هذا التساؤل:
استيقظي هذا ليس حبا ؟
هذا استغلال ذكي وبهدوء
ابتعدي عنه قبل فوات الأوان
قلت لها لا تجعلي شخص من أهم أولوياتك وأنتي مجرد خيار يختاره متى شاء في حياته ..3
قلت لها الحب تعاون و تضحية
الحب فعل وإحساس صادق
الحب حنين وشوق طاهر
الحب ثقة واحترام
الحب ليس أعطني مالا وسأكافئك
الحب نعمة لو يعلم بها الكاذب ما كذب ولا لعب بمشاعر الجميع
للأسف تعب قلبي من قصتها فودعتها وقلت لها لا تبيع قلبك لشخص واضح جدا انه باعك منذ زمن وبثمن بخس أيضا...4
لا تتعلقي بخيوط العنكبوت فهي ضعيفة وتتقطع بنسمة هواء خفيفة
لا تخسري كبريائك و عظمة حبك لشخص لا يعلم ما هو الحب الحقيقي
صوني قلبك ونفسك للذي سيكتبه الله لك حلالا
دعيت لها ووصلت لحاسوبي لكي أرسل لكم هذه القصة مع هذا التساؤل:
لماذا كلما أجد قصة حب جميلة أراها تتآكل أمامي كورقة تلتهمها النيران سريعا ؟؟
اعتقد ان من يبحث عن الحب الصادق يكون متلهفا لحب جديد دائما وعندما يجده للاسف يثق به ويتعلق به لكي لا يتلاشى وهذا خطأ كبير لا تسلم قلبك لمن لا يستحقه ... 5
لا أقول سوى أن الحب الصادق والحقيقي اندثر منذ زمن بعييييييييد وجاء زمن المادة والأغاني والشعر الهابط واللهو والحب أصبح مادة و نزوة ورغبة وشهوة فقط
اللهم اكفي زميلتي شر هذا الكاذب
اللهم اكفينهم بما شئت اللهم اكفينهم بما شئت
اللهم اكفي الجميع بما شئت
ربي يوفق الجميع
P.S. for you only ... I Love You
26.12.07
Sha3er al malyoon
I shall talk about a program called " Sha3er Almayoon" which means “the millionaire Poet” . I love Poems and I do write sometimes, this program is a competition and the winner get a million dirham and “Al Bairag” which is like a flag or a pennant for the millionaire poet.
After long selection tours or rounds around the Arabian gulf only 48 contestants are able to participate and it starts with 8 contestants that compete among each other and then people around the globe vote for who deserve to stay and then the other eight compete and so on.
I like what competitors provide and what they create of high value and lovely poems that helps to enrich the Arabian Culture and the Arabian Gulf Language Poems. I believe that it is good to care and motivate talents and I wish all the contestants don’t participate just for the money or fame. I hope they join to give a value and represent their creativity and distinguish ideas and thoughts. I like it also because I feel it represent UAE culture in the decoration and even the announcers or the show talkers are UAE citizens. What I like the most is When his highness Sheikh Mohamed bin Zayed appears and join the event it makes my heart jump with joy. أشوفك محمد وأناديك زايد
What I don’t like in the program is that the arbitration committee or poem’s judges sometime give points to poets that didn’t deserve it. I know they are better than me and they studied it and read and analyze the powem better than me but it is obvious that some of the poets are not very talented and their poems is only repetition of old ideas and stories redone in nice and balanced way.
I believe they should evaluate on the idea, its cleverness and the way the poet represent his new and wise idea to audience , they also should evaluate depending on all the poems rules that make a particular poet a unique and different.
I have also a question in my mind ,who choose the arbitration committee or the poem’s judges ?? I believe that they have talent but on what standards and values they were chosen?
I believe that there are out there poets and also professors in poem that are better to consider them as poem’s judges or arbitration committee.
when the refree give their evaluation results to the poet there should be criteria that they all follow not only they give their own opinions and each one has different way and opinion. The result of the evaluation is not fair in this way.
what I disagree in this program also is that the audience in the theater should vote for the poet who finished his presentation and this vote take more than 3 minuets to come out and in the end this vote is not counted!!! What the hell? Why then they participate? Just to give the poet a feeling that the audience understand the poem I swear that 70 – 95 % of the audience especially women don’t understand a single word of the poem. There should be more awareness among the audience and also honesty.
Again I really enjoy this program which started yesterday at 10:30 pm on Abu Dhabi channel TV that really takes you away from other stupid programs that has only songs and women dancing and that’s it.
Enjoy!..
P.S. for you only : I love you ..
After long selection tours or rounds around the Arabian gulf only 48 contestants are able to participate and it starts with 8 contestants that compete among each other and then people around the globe vote for who deserve to stay and then the other eight compete and so on.
I like what competitors provide and what they create of high value and lovely poems that helps to enrich the Arabian Culture and the Arabian Gulf Language Poems. I believe that it is good to care and motivate talents and I wish all the contestants don’t participate just for the money or fame. I hope they join to give a value and represent their creativity and distinguish ideas and thoughts. I like it also because I feel it represent UAE culture in the decoration and even the announcers or the show talkers are UAE citizens. What I like the most is When his highness Sheikh Mohamed bin Zayed appears and join the event it makes my heart jump with joy. أشوفك محمد وأناديك زايد
What I don’t like in the program is that the arbitration committee or poem’s judges sometime give points to poets that didn’t deserve it. I know they are better than me and they studied it and read and analyze the powem better than me but it is obvious that some of the poets are not very talented and their poems is only repetition of old ideas and stories redone in nice and balanced way.
I believe they should evaluate on the idea, its cleverness and the way the poet represent his new and wise idea to audience , they also should evaluate depending on all the poems rules that make a particular poet a unique and different.
I have also a question in my mind ,who choose the arbitration committee or the poem’s judges ?? I believe that they have talent but on what standards and values they were chosen?
I believe that there are out there poets and also professors in poem that are better to consider them as poem’s judges or arbitration committee.
when the refree give their evaluation results to the poet there should be criteria that they all follow not only they give their own opinions and each one has different way and opinion. The result of the evaluation is not fair in this way.
what I disagree in this program also is that the audience in the theater should vote for the poet who finished his presentation and this vote take more than 3 minuets to come out and in the end this vote is not counted!!! What the hell? Why then they participate? Just to give the poet a feeling that the audience understand the poem I swear that 70 – 95 % of the audience especially women don’t understand a single word of the poem. There should be more awareness among the audience and also honesty.
Again I really enjoy this program which started yesterday at 10:30 pm on Abu Dhabi channel TV that really takes you away from other stupid programs that has only songs and women dancing and that’s it.
Enjoy!..
P.S. for you only : I love you ..
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