... MAYA ...

I love you holiday

2011-08-10T17:19:00.008+04:00

Hi , How are you all? II know it had been a very very long time, I was extremely busy. Work overload and Study in the same time, I finished 4 subjects at the college and the results were fine.

I needed a long vacation and yes i got it, I am in UK – Exeter my lovely and wonderful city.

I am having fun and relaxing , theweather is wow –typical British weather, 4 season in the same day J and I am enjoying wearing my dresses and coats that I cant wear in UAE as our weather is hot and the abaya make it difficult to do so J

I visited the English Rivera a city called Torquay and I visited Playmouth city. Ramdan started in ! of august and it is difficult in the first day as the day time is so long but we will get the Ajer In Shaallah. I cooked several time and it was yummy :)

My birthday was quiet Jall my family and friends greeted me . London crises made my dad worry but thanks to Allah nothing in Exeterand hope nothing will happened.

I am happy to know new friends and i feel so blessed with people love alhamdulelah.

I will be back to UAE – AD oh I miss my country and family and friends so so much on 26 August Inshallah.

Enjoy the pics

See you soon

Our neighborhood.

The high street

Exeter Cathedral

Torquay marine, Balloon, a cruise in the sea and a walk in the lovely garden of the golf yard.

Plymouth train station and Drake Circus Shopping mall

Jewelry , Beauty products and fashion is my passion

Ramadan Cooking- Chicken with vegetables in the oven ...

I am back

2011-01-26T21:08:00.002+04:00

Hi all,

I know, I know it has been a looong time since I update, but what shall I do being crazy busy.

So Happy 2011 ( soooooooo late sorry J ), this year I feel it is strange don’t know why . I started my EMBA , yes finally J I finished my final exam too . the first subject is Organizational Behavior and Leadership. It is nice but MBA it is not an easy job , lots of reading and researches. In work 2010 were s crazy and I am over over load with work and still I am. In shaalla a new collogue will join soon and we will work together .

I feel I want to travel to Exetre I miss it so much – I miss the place , the weather , the gathering and everything.

I will be back for more information.

Eid Holiday and an Update

2010-11-21T13:44:00.001+04:00

Hi All,
I am back with a nice news I was accepted in the EMBA course , one of my wish list is crossed :)
I went to the Global Village and it was cool and nice
Eid was with family and I went to Dubai mall with friends it was a nice day I had so much fun
Most of the holiday days I stayed in AD chilling :)
The whether is so nice and getting cooler day after day
I have nice sweet sleep as night is longer now
I miss Meme and her blog
I miss su , Fatma and Mooood so so much
I am so busy with work and my study will start soon hope to do well J
See you soon
Check my flicker account J
bye

Sweet November

2010-11-08T14:46:00.003+04:00

Hi , How are you all? Hope everybody is in a good health.
Finally , Sweet November is in town, cool breeze playing with colorful trees , sky is clear happy faces all around , how I love this time of the year (NOV- DEC-JAN-FEB) in my country . you want to know why ?:
- The weather is coooool and coooool and cooooool
- It is the time for nice trips and camping
- GLOBAL VILLAGE Time J
- Poem , beach and reading time for me
- I love taking PHOTOs in this time of the year
- Eid Holiday , National Day holidays
- Jackets , Worm PJs , No AIR CONDITION, no sweat , and socks
- Many Many Many nice things happened to me in this period (more than the bad thing )
I had my interview for studding Executive MBA and I hope I will be accepted ..ask Allah for me .
I didn’t gain weight since I came from LONDON cool J
I am in a mood to travel oooooooooooooh I wan go to Lebanon and London
I miss my friends Su , Fatima and Moooood
I hope life will bring happiness to all of you
See you …

A state of mind !

2010-09-27T21:33:00.010+04:00

Hi All,
I want to say that it is the time to be more relaxed and put all your resolutions and targets for 2011.. I have many dreams that In Shaallah will become true , I will list them here in the right time.

I am better now... it was a matter of time that I was so upset and down ..some people have a great influence on u that they don’t know that they make u happy with only a hi ….how strange that a word from a person can change ur mood and make all the pain evaporate ..

I am in a stage that my job is going fine and stable .. and I am happy with my colleagues and mangers .. touch wood..

I miss my friends Su and Chandny and Mooood so much ..

I am happy that baba is in my life … he is so kind may Allah bless him..

I feel that Love is a Legend and I don't believe in it any more .. I think that it is only a state of mind that can vanish just when the wind of refuse blows … Whatever!!!!

Sorry I didn’t say Eid Mubarak :) shame on me....

I feel I want t read but I am so tired and once I open any book I fall asleep :(

I visited the exhibition of Hunting and Equestrian , I felt nice because I felt that I am home in it ..
I feel want to do something new , like new hobby or meet new people or travel around the world :)

See u all sooon

It is wow , the head of the falcon is all diamond !

Eid Mubarek from Elghala...

I wana be heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere :(

Feeling baaaaaaaaaad

2010-09-20T14:54:00.002+04:00

Hi all,
I am in a perioed of time that I am so so lost , I feel empty and don’t know where to head to …
I feel I want to go back to UK I miss Exeter sooooooooooo much and miss being with no work and enjoy every bit and moment.

I feel I want to go away , when I can change ? I want new house new people new ideas :(
Hate routine and hate to be distracted :(

I don’t feel even that I want to write or read or do anything,,,, aaaaaaaaaaaaaah I want to scream
See u

UK i am here finally

2010-07-26T01:25:00.007+04:00

Hi All,
A big hi from UK - Exeter. It had been such a long time since i visited Exeter , about 11 years exactly .Oooooh what a looooong time ...
how i miss every inch of this place ...

When the plane reached UK my heart was beating so fast and when it had landed on Heathrow Airport i felt i enter into a dream ... We catch the bus i looked outside the window and looked to the streets then the hills and landscapes all brought old ... sweet memories ...

We reached home, all the pictures, all the dear faces, all the nice and sad circumstances popped up in front of me face.. The smell of the wet soil, the rain drops like sweet shower the cool breeze all are amazing..

i feel relaxed and younger by 11 years :) ...

We go to the down town everyday walking taking pictures and eat ... yes eat i am so afraid that when i will go back to UAE i will gain all the weight back again :(

In 5 days i gain joy happiness plus a heartache .. my heart is hurting me for many reasons , Why when you care about someone your care is a disturbance ?? and why they think when you remember them and ask about them that you are not having fun and you think about them lots? don't they know that when you love someone your joy and happiness never complete without them ?? how strange !! how strange !!

Today I discover that many thing innocent in-front of you are never true.. I face a situation that make my heart break but i cant do anything about it :( May Allah turn everything ok..

I feel lonely even i am surrounded by all , I feel lonely even I am so happy here , when you miss someone words , jokes , actions suddenly every thing seems empty :(...
Hope we will had fun !!! ...

A veiw on the way to Exeter..

The big Cathedral f Exeter..

New life… New hope

2010-06-27T19:51:00.006+04:00

Hi All, :)

What do you feel when you see a new life is born in front of you ? Oh my God !!

It is a totally different experience ,,, If you think passing high school or college is the ultimate happiness then you are wrong …

If you think that winning the lottery is a huge enormous luck … then u are wrong..

If you think that going around the world or falling in love with the greatest person or having everything beautiful is the happiness then again and again and again you are totally wrong….
Watching a baby come to life is all the happiness plus tears of joy …

all the pain you feel when watching your best people on that position will vanish , when you hear the baby cry for the first time ..

all the stress and ache gone when you see those tiny hands and feet ….

I did it …. I was with my sister .. she gave birth to a beautiful girl … and guess her name ???? her name is Elghala :) :) she took my nick name actually she is Elghala Kelah and Kelah with her smiley dimples …

When they say love from the first glimpse is true …then yes .. it is so true …
Love strike your heart just when you touch their skin … when you see them sleep like an angels .. and open their eyes with yawning …ooooooh I want to eat her :) I miss her already….

I felt I was brave but I feel so scared to be in her position >> I know >> I know I am a scary chicken ..coz it is a huge huge thing really it is … No one can imagine it until experience it in real..

Life is born from a life ..It keeps you speechless … Subahhan Allah ..

May Allah bless you sis and let you overcome all the pain and bless our little Elghala Kelah :)

Love you …… <3>

Watch it ..a baby girl is inside...

Fedathaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

Can we measure feelings?

2010-06-27T15:21:00.013+04:00

Hi all,

How can we measure Feelings? how can we put boundaries ? limits ? regulations ? timing? Expiry date? Validity Period ? Warrenties?
Insurance? Breakdown price? Can we ???
How can a one sentence or one word define a relationship!
Can we ? really can we? How!!
Can you stop a running race horsein a second?
Can you stop fast heart beep rates?
Can you stop the volcano when it exploding?
Can you stop the storm ?
Can you stop the flood? Can you stop the earth quick ?
Can stop the mother love to her babay born?
Can you stop the eye from closing their lids?
Can you measure how to do all that ????????????????!!! I think the answer is no one can …Only Allah can .

Allah puts measures for everything and has a wise reason to meet someone suddenly! And like , love , hate , think and even die for them or it.

What you all think??? can you measure feelings if they strike you suddenly ? and they are also so impulsive! But no one admit????

Many questions ..

I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed Answers !

Bye ...

Words...

2010-06-20T14:57:00.014+04:00

Hi All ,
Do you all know that a single word can make a human been happy ?
Do you know it can make a whole new person?
Do you know that it can raise a soul and build a personality ?
Do you know that a nice word with a smile from the heart can change the path of a person ?
Do you know that a word plus another word plus another word will make a sentence of words that can make a huge different in a person world?

I do know :)

Really , I feel so surprised that an honest , loveable word can make me so happy and relax . It can make my feelings raise to reach the sky .. my heart beats and my eyes pour out happiness tears …

If someone say an honest word to you and smile , this will make you believe in hope again and you will feel that there is still happiness exists around you … you know>>> a song pop in my mind I used to hear it when I was in UK :) this is the link "Words" ..

I love nice words , I feel they can heal all wounds , I will ask you all out there :
Be Honest , say nice words , smile always ... really you will make a miserable person so happy .

Hope u learn the power of nice , honest words ….
See you

The power of :I Love You.. Who can make this sentence more
than only words?,,,,

Where Can I Find a Glimpse of Happiness?

2010-06-12T05:18:00.017+04:00

Hi, How are you there...
I know it had been such a long time …I know … I know I apologize from you all who had asked me to update and I didn’t . Many things were going on and I really not so sad not so happy to write …
yes don’t be surprised , I write only when I am so happy or when I am so sad..

Right now I am so sad and angry .. so here you go .. I will spill everything out :
I hate when I am underestimated by a person or group , I hate this feeling I don’t like to be called stupid, dumb, grumpy for Allha's sake I swore I am NOT.

I act one to please people ,if I am all the time smart then it will be all me and me I am not selfish, I hate misjudging me . If I am a pain in the ……. then I am out , I will withdraw … yes I will , I hate to feel that I am forced on someone's life ,or they see that I am a burden or i don’t understand them.

I am saying this because I am such a romantic person that when she loves something or someone , she will be a poet , she will be so attached and happy that the person or the thing will give her back the same. I can re-arrange my whole life if the thing I love wants it , but if I didn’t get what I am giving ,first I will protest , object and show my dissatisfaction and slowly slowly I will be sad , wounded , I will remain silent and withdraw.

Really many people, unfortunately didn’t understand me . It makes me feel that I am wrong all the time and I hate this. If I am wrong I love the person who care to tell me what is wrong in a nice unselfish way . It is so hurting when all the time the people you care about let you down and use your weakness against you just because they don’t like it or it doesn't suit them or they think you don't understand them and start putting you in their blacklist.
I hate this because who love you must care about you , must guide you not criticize you , must hold your hands, when you are giving them huge care and love obviously they should give back bigger and larger love and care ..am I right??

My mind never can accept that if you are kind , caring , concerning , hungry for love and affection you face someone says don’t, stop your love they are so much !! why ?? why ??
Why when you give all your love to someone , they will ask you to stop it or ask you to reduce it form 100% to 90% ?? don’t they know that even the 10% that remains will be for them too? Why no one understand Love why ?? why love become a percentage?? Why love become a scary and unwanted beast? Why no one trust other ones feelings any more ?? why no one puts the one he\she loves his\her first priority ?? why if someone says to another I love you... they don’t understand what this word means??? and what miracle that sentence made!!!

why people you care about can't understand that you know what they suffer, what is their circumstances and what they feel ?? why they don’t know that if you love and care about someone then you feel when there is something wrong and even you feel that something good had happen? Why they don’t see that only their voice can heal many pain you feel in your heart ?? Why don’t they see that when they hurt you with even a word that all your pride and eco fall apart??why if you have a different opinion and way of thinking then they consider you stupid and residual? Why why and why ??

I believe if you are not a priority in someone life then you are only and option that have many alternatives. I also think that they don’t feel what you feel or in other words they are not in the same chapter you are in.

I am so disappointed , so in hurt , really but who cares? no one . I discovered that even the most nearest people around you will not understand. It is only Allah only Allah who understand.
I promised myself one year ago that no more interest or care or even love to people who don’t respect my feelings, but I didn’t obey my own rule and I am hurt again and again and again.

I need care , Love , understanding , respect to my feelings and thoughts, hands that support me not feel bored or disturb with my shortfalls .

I think in this life it is impossible , if you care so much you are a disturbance! , if you love a huge love your love is wrong make it less ! , if you need and want to be close to someone that is busy all the time then you don’t understand ! how strange!!!! how this life is so strange .

Sorry for my black update but I gave up , I can't torture my heart and soul any more , either I go and live in a different planet or I will shut down my heart forever.

The last option is the best one ...

May Allah be with you all specially who care and can't find a glimpse of happiness.

Me and life ...

2010-03-17T23:07:00.005+04:00

How are you all? Hope you are all fine. I have many in my basket :
• Finally I will take the IELTS exam it will be on 8th June wish me all the luck for my higher study purpose.
• I bought many new books and happy to start one of them and they are worth every penny.
• I am starting to read :) I am reading a book called excuse the title language but it called:" Skinny Bitch" so enlightening regarding food and healthy mind and body
• I got a new Barberry scarf and Sandals and belt love the heart print on them
• Starting to wear flat sandals I am so tired from high heels.
• Joining the Gym! :)
• Say good Bye for Love , no more love in this world.
• Waiting for my friend Meme wedding , I am sure she will be so charming and beautiful in shaallah.
• I miss Su so so much :( looking forward to April when she will come here.
• I love my work even it makes me so tense and tired ,love my colleagues specially Huda my sweety friend :) love you ...
• Want to travel so far
• Want to be a different person
• Wish my Mother a happy mother day and I miss her s much
• Wish all the greed and using of kind hearted people to end :(
• Miss someone so so so much.
See you all soon

Flat Sandels so comfy...

Book worm, yes i am ...

I like this in the Bok Fair AD...

I loved it so victorian but :( very expensive ...

Isn't he handsome !

2010 late update

2010-02-15T14:45:00.007+04:00

It has been days and days since I wrote here , I had many many things to say . I will summarize as follows:
• I went to Lebanon , wow amazing country ,amazing weather ,people , shopping and yummy food. I love where we stayed on the mountain great place – Grand Hill Buremanah.
• I lost six kilos ! Yahooo , but I gain 4 of them back :( this all because of Lebanon food :)
• I traveled to Kuwait , had a blast time for in my cousin graduation party
• I am doing good in my work al hamdulellah.
• The bad thing this year is my health I am 2 days fit and health and 5 days sick :( I made a full check up the results are positive ! strange !
• Being addicted to lush product wow how I love there massage bars and bubble bars.
• Being a M.A.C cosmetic freak I am continuing to buy there every new collection :) crazy I am .
• I got 3 special things this year , Chanel bag and a transparent shoes wow I love them and a Valantinue watch.
• Love in the air .. no more words here ;)
• Miss my friend Su and Kytheria so much , as the first left AD forever and the second disappear I really miss you all.
• I love my Black berry it make me so close to all family and friends , a big kiss for who spread it all around
• I am looking for my master study any recommended colleges ?
• I miss my Mother so much and my fiend Fatima :(
• I lost friends and gain new friends , that sad and cool
• Watched two wow movies for me so far AVATAR and My Name Is Khan.

I done 2 crazy things one cant say it second i made 15 Abayas!! i am so crazy

• I want to travel more
• I want to be healthy and slim
• I want to talk to Shah Rukh Kahn tell him how I adore him , I follow him in twitter hope he will response one day and don’t think I am one of a crazy fan that want to destroy his life :) , my biggest dream is to meet him , it is a dream , when it will become true I don’t know :)
• I love you all <3>

See you soon all

The collection i love :)

love travelling

one of the 15 Abayas!

I just love the movie and him :)

Grand Hill BuRemanh -Lebanon

Looooooooooooooooong time ago

2009-11-09T20:52:00.007+04:00

Hi all,
It had been so so busy months for me .. in work I am overload and outside I have different life style in somehow ..
I start a diet ! wow this is new in town lol . I lost 7 kg so far and I am so happy about it , but I need to be more healthy and go to Gem and start to work out . my body become so flabby I need to firm it :).
I am happy from inside , and in the same time I am not
I am happy cause I feel everything going right and sad because I lost dear people to my heart in my life.
But I am learning how I can survive. Ummmm what else , I change my body care scheme to Lush products and I am madly in love with their products specially there Shampoos , hair care and massage bars.
I visited new places such as the YAS island not by car by our jet boat :). I saw several movies and I liked many of them so far.
I bought several gadgets and clothes that I am madly in love with them specially after loosing weight :)
Recently I am in love with D & G brand and Desigual shop oh I love them . I want a dress from the first and jacket from the second brand.
I want to start my Master degree soon in shallah ..
And by the way I might go to Lebanon in Eid long holiday so yaaaaaaapy I am waiting for this trip , hope it won't be canceled .
That’s all so far see you soon.

one of the Jackets I want :(

Lush Products wow is not enough for them...

YAS Island , the car formula track and the Ferrari them park..

my diet food :(

2009-08-31T16:57:00.001+04:00

Hi all
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Ramdan is here ....

2009-08-27T09:24:00.004+04:00

Al Salm 3alikum

Hi every one

i am happpy Ramadan is here

I love it from the Fajer Athan to the next Fajer Athaan :)

May Allah be with you all

Ask Allah alot and dont forget to reaf Quraaan

Ramadan Kareem

Life update

2009-08-19T11:01:00.003+04:00

Hi all,
It has been a while, many things changed in my life in this way I am away let me share what I’ve been into:
- I got promoted at work – so more and more responsibilities , I love my job and I find it very challenging but it is what I do and it is fun even the routine is some time very irritating :).

-I am free from a feeling I hold it for 10 years inside me .

-My health fluctuate from fine to good to bad to worse and vise versa.

I- made new friends …

-I traveled ! yahooooooooooooo finally I traveled after 11 years , I went to Kuwait , it was hot but I enjoyed it so so so much with family and had a blast time shopping and hanging around .. I saw my old house and school many things their brought back beautiful memorires J - must go back there so soon .

-I feel relax and satisfied Alhamdulellah

-I finished all Eid shopping so soon right ;)

-I feel I want to go to Dubai with my friend: So, and enjoy our time

-Thinking to buy a car soon – any suggestions?!!

-I want to join the GYM but I don’t know when

Now I will say : Ramadan Kareem to every one and Inshallah all your fasting and good work will be accepted by ALLAH.
Amen

See you all soon :)

The propsal !

2009-06-22T10:13:00.004+04:00

Dear all,
How are you ?I hope all is fine … I saw the proposal this week and I feel it is so wonderful movie , I fall in love with Sandra Bullock and with the Ryan Reynolds and with Alaska..
I loved the nature there and the weather I feel it is wow. The feelings between the two characters are great and I day dreamed to have such love in my life …sigh
The most thing that excite me that I saw a guy that looks exactly the same adding some Italian touches with the actor !!!! , I was surprised and I feel I am dreaming lol
Anyway dreams are good sometimes..
See you soon

Red bb cover for a red rose :)

The Style Worrier.. love it for summer

Random Shots ...

2009-06-12T15:07:00.010+04:00

Hi,
I think summer driving me crazy … I am so into ICE CREAMS and ICE and ICE and more ICE
I don’t know what we will do in RAMADAN in last week of August ..
May ALLAH be with us all

Nice refreshing cherry

Ice Cream Yummy Yummy...

A WOW Decoration Book

Cake for my friend B.D...

A nice night at Emirate Place

A day to remeber...

2009-06-12T11:35:00.016+04:00

Hi all ,
I wake up very early today , don’t know why? Just I feel I slept enough even I slept late last night any how I am so lazy I don’t update my blog and this make me sad , I love to write and share knowledge, ideas , lifestyle and so on .

Let's start with this update …
I went to Dubai last week , I had a work to do then I went to Dubai Mall it is very nice , I went to it with my mother for the first time , i always go with my mom to new places in the first time :) love you Mom...

This time it was with my girlfriend who is a Shopping Geek ... lol , no honestly I am the one.
We went to several shops , all were in sale , nice shops , huge and have everything you want .. same shops in all UAE Malls but in Dubai Mall it is so different becuse they are huge and has many extra items ... We couldn’t go to all the shops , the Mall is so huge and our feet were swollen and hurt but we didn’t care lol ….

The dinner made our day such a different experience , we ate outside near the big dancing fountain the view is so so so outstanding even the weather was not cool but there was a breeze coming from don’t know where , we were speechless feeling free and like we were in Paris or somewhere not in UAE .

After food we went back to Abu Dhabi carrying mix feelings of joy and satisfaction even the tiredness taken over our bodies..

But I love what I bought , I got skirt and shirts and rings I didn’t kill my budget like usual lol.. good girl Maya...

I recommend staying in The Address Hotel and go shopping in Dubai Mall one day isn’t enough at all .. Souk Al Bahar is near to Dubai Mall it is worth to visit it too...

Enjoy the pics :

The huge Aquarium in Dubai Mall so lovely...

I will just say WOW !

i love this shope...

The Address Hotel ...

The dancing fountain ... a breath taking view ...

Souq al Bahar near the fountain and Burj Dubai and Dubai Mall

See you sooooooooooooon

I love my BB

2009-06-08T23:02:00.003+04:00

Hi All

I am in love with my BB

life is much easier

My pinky Bold BB

“Crying is something useful”

2009-04-30T09:21:00.011+04:00

Hi All,
I am in a mood that called “ baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad “ and in the same time “ Please leave me alone … I want to do something useful alone!!!” I feel I don’t want to go out either take me to a plane to a far away Island or please let me in my room I want to do the following:

· Read and Read and Read! Many Many books on my shelves begging me to read them and I don’t listen
· Write in my blog , forum
· Start my writing for a book I want to make long time ago
· Prepare for the website I and my uncle going to launch
· Tidy my room ( I wish I can re make my room” I want a new room – new furniture :( )
· Give away old staff
· I want to memorize Quraan
· Arrange the magazine section – keep what I want and through the unneeded ones

When I will do all that I need a plan for sure

Kytheria web is my “morning breakfast” :) because I read her updates with my breakfast … her words and pictures makes my breakfast taste so yummy!!

Her updates today reminds me of something
When I cried after I finished a novel !!

What happened is that after I read “A day will come “for Audrey Howard I cried and cried and cried . I remember that it was in a weekend that we stayed in hostel to study .. I remembered that I finished study and went to bed ; grabbed my novel and read I wanted to finish it with all means and when I dod , it was 4 o’clock AM and my cousin ccme back to bed to sleep after long night studding she saw me crying with big eyes open and amayzed I said to her i want to marry this guy in the story lol she laughed at me and said go to sleep u r mad who cries after reading a book !! I told her u don’t know the amusement and taste of reading so u will not understand me tears …

Honestly, I don’t know why I cried, I think me and Meme share same feeling with interacting with the thing we read.. I feel that I am in there with all the fiction characters.
my friends told me u r crazy when I told them about the crying part but when I gather them for a bed night story “lol” one day in the hostel
I told them the story and they all were so silent in the end ..

Imagine for long time this story cling in their minds, one girl in my graduation party get me golden ribbons with drawing of some words and pictures of the story !! I was so surprised that the story makes them so creative :) and stay in their minds
I asked them why this particular story touched them so much … they said it is a great story and the way u said it to us was great .. ur way touched our heart .. lol
I felt so nice :)
I think being a teacher is my second Job …

Reading is something so so interesting … so people out there if you don’t read you lost the meaning of life ...

i want to go there :(

i like this shop a lot

Time passes so fast I don’t believe it is Thursday

already...

See you soon :)

A new life ...

2009-04-27T09:40:00.003+04:00

Hi all,
It has been long time since I updated my blog regularly . Time passes so fast that you don’t have time to breath even ..
We have a new baby born in our family :)
She is adorable I love her from the first glimpse J fedaytaha :)
I will pass soon :)
Wait 4 me

Say Masha Allah .....

Long time ...ha !

2009-04-02T13:21:00.016+04:00

How are you all?

I know I am so lazy and I didn’t update for a loooooooooooooong time … I don’t know I am a very moody person, sometimes you see me so active and want to write and sometimes I don’t want even to touch the keyboard. I have lots to say but I feel Null! I don’t no why ??

It is a period of time and I will be fine again.

The more days passes on you, the more you learn that being quite and calm is better than getting mad and frustrated , I have a Irritable bowel syndrome it also called spastic colon it kills me and make me so tired and cant exercise my normal life easily.. Work Load and may thing in my life makes me so angry and I keep it inside me that’s irritate my colons and I become ill :(
I need to comedown and change my lifestyle,,, and I am going to do it..

I feel I talk in a very mature way , am I !?

In Arabic we say Live Rajaban ..Tara 3ajaban >> which means if you live to see the next Rajab ( Arabic Month) you will see what astonish you ! and this is right the more we live nowadays lots of things around me make me say what happen to our country and all the worlds … lots of people do bad things … murders in Dubai – rape – stealing and more
But what amuse me how men and women are very ease on everything they go on dates they ware un respectful and so on I don’t talk on all people I am talking on a huge sample of people this make me sad …

Children nowadays they just want to play and act like adults why? Why they hate their childhood and they want to grow faster? Is it because everything to them is forbidden and not allowed so they want to grow up to have the freedom to do it ? I think this is the reason they don’t know that they are missing their childhood days and the adult life is nice but a big responsibility…

This month I spoiled my self a lot >> so the result I am broke now! I bought lots of nice things and I will post the pics soon
Mac hello Kitty collection I miss the first collection but I will complete it from the second one today :) ..

what a night .. Lovely weather and wow view

i dig old memories and i found this high school card

it isfrom my best friend .. i miss her,,,. 1996 is sooo

faaaaaaaaaaar awaaaaaaaaaay..

i got the collection ... but the color i want is not

available :(

I miss you all …. Take care

more information about MAYA....

2009-03-05T09:08:00.006+04:00

Hi all ,
i like mythgraphy blog and i saw these quistions in her latest post and i wanted to post them here with my answers some answers are like her exactly so i kept them as is :

Mood: in mood to go out of office and wonder around

Craving: travel

Introduction:

001. Real name ? you can call me Shuﻗ(not shoe shu lo00lz).
002.Nickname(s) ? Maya -Elghala Kelah
003. Status ? single
004. Zodiac sign ? Leo
005. Male or female ? Female
006. Elementary ? Heraa School
007. Middle Schools ? Naseebah School
008. High School ? Zubaida
009. Skin Color? wheat to white
010. Hair color ? dark brown with a honey highlight
011. Long or short ? Mid to short
012. Loud or Quiet ? Quiet most of the time, loud deep inside
013. Sweats or Jeans ? jeans
014. Phone or Camera ? BOTH (CAPS-LOCKED)
015. Health freak ? I value what I have, and I do my best to keep it as it is(i need to go on a diet)017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes: with the stomach butterflies, red cheeks and clumsiness to be cool each time we are both in the same place.
018. Eat or Drink ? Both!
019. Piercing ? 2 on each ear
021. Water or Fire ? fire
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars ? Love of my life

FIRSTS:

023. First fear ? heights
024. First best friend ? Her name was (Ibtesam)
025. First award ? lots of educational certificate for being excellent in school ?
026. First crush ? Shah Rukh Khan (and still lol)
027. First pet ? None
028. First big vacation ? a road trip to Kuwait
030. First big birthday ? when I was 7 years old ﻗ°± a big party with all neighbors and town lol and a 7 layers cake and special designed dress wow

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating ? Nothing
050. Drinking ? Water
052. I'm about to ? get crazy cause all my task are bending waiting others feedback and no responses.
053. Listening to ? None
054. Best Friend ? I have many good friends el7mdlillah the best of them all is Sumaia and Fatma *hugs*
055. Waiting for ? to go shopping today.

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?? Of course
059. Want to get married? Still did not set my mind on the YES ﻗ°± though am pushed by every single person around me to consider it as an option -_-
060. What career do you have in mind? The kind of Career that is highly required by our society and would make a difference :)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH MEN?

068. Lips or eyes ? Both
070. Shorter or taller? ? Tall
072. Romantic or spontaneous ? 50% of each.
073. Chest or Butt?? !!!!! CHEST, I love them wide,,
074. Sensitive or loud ? Sensitive for sure (same here add to it and strong not sensitive and weak)
075. Hook-up or relationship ? if it was the person I have crash on then relationship if not then no one
077. Trouble maker or hesitant ? trouble maker ( small troubles that don't lead to jail lol)

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts ? Not so far.
081. Ran away from home ? someday to the park lol !
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense? never !
083. Killed somebody ? No!
084. Heartbroken ? Yep
085. Been arrested ? never!
087. Cried when someone died ? YEAH :(

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself ? A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOHT.
090. Miracles ? Yes
091. Love at first sight ? Yes otherwise I would never had the crash in the first place

>_>>>>>>>>>>>Last phone call ? a Collegue
Last instant message ? a good morning from a friend..
Last song you listened to ? none
Last time you cried ? last night and everyday ?

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love ? yes
Laughed until you cried ? Yes
Met someone who changed your life ? yes
Found out someone was talking about you ? yes>>>
moreHave you kissed anyone on your top friends? I kiss all my girl friends and kids
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? ? about 4
How many kids do you want to have 4 I already picked their names
Do you have any pets ? No
Do you want to change your name ? No I love it
What time did you wake up today ? 5:15 AM
What were you doing at midnight last night ? Sleeping Tight

Name something you CANNOT wait for ? to get my own house in AD and settle down my master and PHD)
What one thing you wish you could change ? My facial expressions that easily reflect my feeling, I am so predictable.. it causes me trouble sometimes, being sad all the time ?)
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ? yes a vendor
What getting on your nerves right now ? end users and my head of department urgh!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger ? This is tricky, Kissing is our way of greeting :S and I kissed plenty of women that I donﻗ°ﻷt know
Drank hard liquor ? No
Broken someone's heart ? Yes
Turned someone down ? Yes

hope to see all your wonderfull comments :)
see soon

Follow Your Heart <3

2009-01-25T12:40:00.007+04:00

Hi All,
Miss you
Bark Allah Lakum Belmatar ... صيبا نافعا بإذن الله
I read this poem and i want to share it
it is so lovely (by pravs J):

Follow Your Heart
Sometimes your heart thinks, whom do you really love?

You love someone, but you like someone else

Your minds speaks, but your heart denies...
Someone listens, but someone else comforts...
Someone prays, but someone else consoles...
Someone says, but someone else's actions speak...
Someone laughs, but someone else understands...
Someone just tells, but someone else makes you do...
Someone is there, but someone you want is not...
You search for someone in someone else...
Is this a beginning of Love, or is it the end?
A time comes in life when you think what love really is?
What you think is love, or is it something else?
Listen to your mind..., but follow your heart.

lovely ha !
see you soon

After along time ..

2009-01-20T07:42:00.007+04:00

Hi All,
It been a long time, I know I didn’t update, that’s all because of the winter, it makes me lazy lol
I don’t have new things same routine everyday work, home, or hanging with my friends

The new thing my best friend get married, she was like a queen sitting in her throne.. mashaallah 3aleaha
I wish her all the best in her life and be always always happy..
I don’t know why when I see any bride in her wedding day I cry , I feel pain in my heart like she is leavening for ever or she is going to jail lol…
It is a psychological thing maybe related to Indian movies that I watch since I was a child lol.

The weather is cold nowadays and it make me feel nice but lazy , I just want to stay in my cozy warm bed J this makes my waking at morning to work a disaster coz it is so dark and you want to sleep more… but I go out of home at 6:30 so early ha! What to do our work is so strict regarding time “sigh” but I enjoy waking early and hearing the alarm mixed with the Athan so nice ..

I wanted to go to the cinema for long time but I didn’t, I went yesterday and I watched an Indian movie. It was funny and good but not wow.
See you soon J
Enjoy the wonderful weather

Lovely holiday <3

2008-12-16T09:30:00.006+04:00

How are you all?
Miss my blog and I really want to talk
Have lots to share with you
But for now I will keep you with these pictures they will say it all about my holiday
I will be back so soon

see you ...

Happy National Day ...

2008-12-01T14:30:00.006+04:00

Hi All,

Happy National Day and Eid Mubarak in advance ...

how are you all ? oh i am happy...

Thanks for our goverment for the nice long holiday

see you after a long holiday :)

Miss Traveling

2008-11-11T10:28:00.005+04:00

Good morning all..
I had a busy schedule last month and this month… It seems work never finish and people are getting mad
Every one wants to finish their projects before December because of the many holidays we will be having…
I don’t know why people don’t plan for their work they just want it to be done as fast as it can be like they want ot to be don yesterday rather than today … hope this mentality will vanish one day…

I’ve been shopping so much … I am crazy about blouses with long sleeves from Massimo Dutti with patterns
I just cant stop buying them … they are so soft and delicate fabrics :) and looks gorgeous

one of the blouses ...

a bracelte from massimo too... i love it

http://www.massimodutti.com

I want to travel ...I am in a mood for travel and go away for a while … miss the airports and the airplanes :)

See you soon ...

early at morning view....

Mad about Italian Risotto (but not see food this was
for my friend , i like chicken and mushroom one )...

Calm Autumn ...

2008-11-02T10:27:00.011+04:00

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
Hi and how are you all ?

It has been a long time since I wrote here.. I was terribly busy and I am sick too.. Weather is changing so I am changing with it lol >> I catch cold and I am still with flu
I miss writing as I miss reading too.. I didn’t read since Ramadan L I hate me when I am like this..

Something new happen to me since 21/10/08 I become a new person how? why? I have no clue just that I feel I am a totally new person, I sleep early and I wake up early too..
I go to work very early too and I leave like usual because of the workload over my head “ urgh”

I found a peace with my deep inside, one reason is taking a two days course its title is: “The Hidden Code of Unconscious Mind - The Hidden Code” it makes me understand my hidden problems in my mind and try to let them go ..
And the other reason comes from inside me it is the hanger and eager for a change and be different..

Sometime people go out of your life and you feel so empty without them but they are always there …may Allah bless you
And in some other time people so close to you and you don’t notice them make all the difference in you ..

Wish to see you all soon :)

Dying for this collection ... from M.A.C

Yum Yum .... ( this is for you Kytheria :) )

P. S. : I love you..

In a happy mood...

2008-10-09T10:07:00.028+04:00

Good morning
Today is one of the days that you wake up and you had a smile on your face feeling so relaxed and happy.. I woke up at 5:30 am and feel I slept for so long thanks for the coming winter when time is changing and night is so looooong so you can sleeeep longer lol
It is Thursday too so the weekend is started and I am so exited about it I don’t know why ?
Since Monday I feel so happy and calm down , mountains of sadness and grieve just ran away how ? really I don’t know how ? Allah knows - Alhamdulelah ...

a design....

I went to Atlantis in Eid
I just love it , see the pictures in here ... it is a msut vist place .. enjoy
See you sooon :)
P.S. I Love You

Eid Mubarak

2008-10-02T21:28:00.014+04:00

كل عام وانتم بخير

وعساك للعيد فرحته وعنوانه

وعسى ايامكم كلها اعياد

P.s I love u

be happy ... Eid Mubarak

Me and her ...

2008-09-22T14:29:00.007+04:00

I visted dreamy girl blog
and read this and i really feel we have same point of view :

She said :
Finally I realized things will never be the same again when:
- You stopped your morning calls
- When I needed you your presence in taking my most important decision and couldn’t find you around
- When I started receiving your calls only when you needed something from me- When you started lieing on silly matters
- When I realized it’s not you am dealing with anymore
- When I lost that person whom I wud I call in the middle of the night and cry my eyes out and knows she wouldn’t complain

I knew but I kept a faith in you that one day you’ll wake up, and I’ll be there for you as always.
Bottom line: it’s time to change that naive forgiving person you used to know.

You dont know dear that i really feel the same
thank you dreamy u said it all..

So lonely among the Crowd...

2008-09-17T09:30:00.017+04:00

Hi , How Are you all..

This Ramadan I feel so weird!! the time is passing so fast and I am always tired L, plus I don’t want to see no one and I feel so down even the sprit is so high by worshiping and reading Quraan I don’t know what the problem with me ??

I feel exhausted and hectic all the time not from the fasting, I don’t feel hungry at all I just cant sleep and cant feel healthy and happy :(

Yesterday I felt happy (even I had a strong conversation between me and Uncle but I am fine ) , me and our friends at work went to eat “Iftar” outside and it was really fun J.. The food was not that much but the gathering and giggles just made things fine J
I got cold and I cant see my work screen, I want to drink something and sleep but I don’t want to break my fast just for flu ..

I went to the mall the day before yesterday for an urgent shoppying that only took me and my friend an hour to finish .I am so surprised that the Mall was so crowded with people and the traffic jam is mad ! All the people are out for finishing Eid preparations from clothes, accessories, shoes, , abayas and so on.
I finished every thing and I feel relief coz I don’t feel even I need more stuff to buy. Eid for me is a nice event but it has no taste like before when I was younger when all of my family used to live in one house. Now every one is in his own house and the gathering is either in the first day or next day … so the tast of eid only when u ware new thing and greet you family and it ends in lunch time for me ...

hope you all have a nice Eid and happy moments together..

A message to someone..

Why? Why? And Why? why all this hate ? why when someone done mistakes you cant forgive ? why when the Love and feeling so big and strong it vanishes like a smoke in seconds? why cant a Humen been had mercy on others who love them ?specially if they confess their mistakes and apologize honestly..!! yes it is not easy to forgive but the big heart you have will forgive all the world ,i hope i can be one of them ...

I am sorry ... if one day I left this world just dont hate me just ask Allah for me to be in Janah thats all what i want ...

Hope you are fine and healthy and for sure nothing will change my feeling towards you… only be healthy and happy In shallah ..

for you only ....

See u all soon….

Goodbye & Welcome

2008-08-31T22:11:00.017+04:00

Hi all,
Long time I didn’t update I've been busy recently and I feel so down .. that because lots of hits/bangs :( on my head all in the same time ..

A relative died, she was so dear to our family's heart and my elder untie came back from long treatment trip to USA ..she had cancer :( ..

When someone so close to your heart say to you goodbye .. it breaks and kills your heart
It happens to me too .. I feel so lonely ,,,but I believe that Allah will fulfill my duaa and pray to make them back in my heart ..Inshaallah .. and if not Time is the biggest and fastest treatment and cure to my broken heart ...

I went to out with Kytheria my lovely friend and had a blast time >> wish u all the best Meme :)

It was Yummy even it was not

that much..

I went to Wafi Mall , this place always amaze me , there is a new section open in it called " Khan Marjan" … I just can't feel enough of it I want go again and again ,,it makes you feel you travelled to Egypt , Morocco , Syria and Iraq ..

It is a must place to visit …

A wow , place...

A huge welcome to Ramadan ..Tomorrow is the first day , it is so dear and close to me and all of course , you can feel it around in everything :)

I love Ramadan >>

See you soon ,,, take care

P.S. I love U

a day in my life ...

2008-08-06T08:26:00.010+04:00

Hi how are you all?
I hope you all are fine and in a good health

Yesterday ,was my birthday and I had lots of fun. It is strange being older and having more responsibilities, I feel the older you are the more responsible you should be …
Don’t ask me how old am I now ? coz I feel I am not young any more ...

My colleagues surprised me with cake and flowers, I loved them all …

loved the cake ..it was yummy ...

the flowers and roses are wow...
i am still speachless...

I had dinner with an old friend and we catch old stories about the university days and I really enjoy my time.

What was irritating that I had an upset stomach I couldn’t enjoy any food I ate :(

I went back to work and it is light so far no load even I feel that many things are stuck and need to be sort out soon, I will do that.

i love this so much its so cute ...

See you soon…
P.S.Only for you: why i am so lonley today
:( I love U...

Vecation...

2008-07-14T15:01:00.025+04:00

Hi, How are you all ?

I didn’t update for long time , that coz I am so lazy .. I started my holiday on 1 if July and I am at home .. doing nothing :(

Sleeping …eating … watching TV and DVDs.. and playing PC games and nothing more

I feel bored and I want to go back to work …see I don’t like holidays I am a workaholic :)
I want to read but I don’t know when :( ..

I went to Dubai to Wafi looking for a weeding evening dress I found one but it was over my budget xxx of times :) , my cousin from Kuwait with me and we share the same difficult choice , whatever we like in any shop it will be the most expensive thing around loool :)

Mum bought me one and it is so nice Victorian style gold-pinkish color dress it is nice when I wore it I looked like a princess as mom said :)

I feel I need to travel really , but this year I don’t think I will make it too hope next year inshallah..
See you soon this is a fast update I will come back soon wish me all the best..

P.S. Only for U ,, I Love U..

my recent background wallpaper ...

Wafi fine art

a boque from my dearest friend..

Summer refreshness..

Broken Heart

2008-06-24T12:07:00.011+04:00

hi
i Just read something and i want to share it with you ,
it makes me sad
but i love it
for the writer and poet شتات

ღ .. ( وفوَّضتـُ أمرِْي بكَ إلَى اللهــ ) !!

( و .. فوَّضتُ أمري بكَ إلى اللهـ )

.. و ها هي تمارس عادتها في الكتابة إليهـ / عنهـ !
ولا تعلم إن كان يحق لها أن تفعل
...... بعد أن " إستخارت " فراقهـ !!

يومًا ما ..
سيبحر بكَ الوجع .. إلى أقصى مراسي الألَم ..
......... وستذكرني !

إن عُدتَ إلي ..
فـ أنا مازلت / كما كُنتــ
أقتطع لكَ مِن لحم فرحي .. وأطعمكـ !
مثلما كُنتــ
يُبكيني إشتياقي إليكَـ
ويقتلني حنيني لَكـَ !

أيا رجُلاً رفعني إلى عرش قلبه فأحيا قلبي
سألتُكَ باللهـ - الذي عظَّم حبَّك بداخلي – ألا يُضنيكَ فُراقي !؟

لا تلُمني ..
كانت رياح الواقع / تعصف بقارب الحلم بِك ..
أغرقتهــ
فـ تحطَّم !
وإمتلئت رئة حبي لَكَ بماء النهاية !
[ النهاية ] يا وطني ومنفاي ..!!
فهل سمعت إنتحاب المشاعر بي ... حينها !؟

تُــرى ..
عندما يتضَّخم بِكَ الإشتياق إليّ
......... فـ مالذي ستفعلهـ !؟

سألتكَ يومًا ما ..
( مالذي يدفعك لأن تتمسك بي هكذا ! )
صرخت بي
( أُحبكِــ )
دعني أنسق لك الحكاية أكثر ..
أنت أحببت
طُهري في زمن / ملوثــ
أحببت
صدقي في زمن / كاذبــ
أحببت
طفولتي في زمن / هرِم
أحببت
نقائي في زمن / شائبــ
أحببتني ..!!

ولكن ..
مادام حبَّك لِي لَم يصنع المعجزاتـ / ولو خيالاً / لي !
فـ ماضيرُ فراقي لكَ حين فارقتك !!

[ نبض ذاكرة ]
تَذكُر؟
عندما كُنت أردد على مسامعكَ بـ شقاوة :
( تدرين وأدري بنفترق ..
تدرين قلبي بيحترق ..
حنا إتفقنا بكل شي /
إلا الزمن عيا الزمان لا نتفق )
فترد علي بـ يقين غاضبـ :
( لا إن شالله الله لا يقولهـ )
........
ها قد إفترقنا !
وها قد رفض الزمان إتفاقنا ..
فـ مانفعت شقاوتي ؟!
وما نفع يقينك الغاضب ؟!
- لا شيء !

[ رُعبـ ]
أن تطرق باب ذاكرتي مساءً في يوم حالك الألم والحنين
فـ أتساءل بيني وبيني :
هل أكلتـ !؟
تُراك الآن تستعد للنوم ؟!
ماالذي فعلته أنت بهذا اليوم !؟
كيف كان يومكَ بالعمل ؟!
هل أُرهِقت !؟
هل حزِنتـ ؟!
هل ضقتَ ذرعًا مِن ألمك !؟
تراك إحتجت لصدرًا حنونًا تلقي إليه بهمِّك .......... ولم تجدهـ ؟!
............... و يقتلني آخر تساؤل !!

كان يقتلني إشتياقي لكَ وأنا / معَكـ
فـ ما تراهـ سيفعل حنيني إليكَ / بعدكـ !!!

[ تخيَّل ]
لو أن إحداهنَّ أتتك بعدي بخجل الإناث وبراءة المراهقاتــ
لـ تُعلن لك ولاؤها و الحب المتسيَّد في قلبها نحوكـ !
وراحت تشرح لكَ ميلاد ذلك العشق ..
وأنَّك الأول .. وأنَّك الأخير ..
وبأنَّك كُل الرجالـ ..
_ مالذي ستفعله ؟
هل
ستقبِّل رأسها بحنان الأب لتقول لها بأنها خاطئَة وأنه لا يجب عليها أن تفتح مُدن إحـاسيسها لـ رجل ..
أم
ستفتح لها صدرك بخبث الذئاب لتخبرها بأنك أيضًا تعشقها ..
أم
ستقف أمامها بذهول عندما سيطرء عليك طيفي حينها ..
فتعجز عن كل شيء !!
.......... تخيل .........

لم أكن أحتاج لأن أرى في منامي
السبع العجاف تأكل السبع أحاسيس السمان في حبك
حتى أتيقَّن وأحترس من فراقكـ !
حلم فراقك .. لم يكن يحتاج إلى
................. ( تأويل ) !!

جنون ؟
نعم أنا شعرت بأن الأرض قد كفَّت عن الدورانـ بعدك !
ألم ؟
نعم أنا لازت أحفظك في فراقك مثلما حفظتك في غيابك !
يأس ؟
نعم أنا أحسست بأنَّك قد تطرق بابي مرةً أخرى ولكنك / لم تفعل !
موتـ ؟
نعم أنا نكَّست الأعلام معلنة الحداد وكفَّنت قلبي لعلمي التام بعدم صلاحيته / بعدك !
إنكسار ؟
نعم أنا بالأمس أجبت من سألني عنك بأنَّك " بخير " رغم جهلي التَّام بما أنت عليه !

ومازِلتــ
مثلما كُنتــ
أحاول الهروب مِن ألم الواقع :
فـ أغمض عيني
وأجُوب بصحبتكَ في مدن الخيال التي لم تُفتح لي / إلا مَعَك ..

أيا رَجُلاً نفاني إليهـ وأسكنني مُدنَ أمانهـ
سألتُكَـ بالله – الذي ضخَّم إحساسي بالأمان معكَـ -
ماذا أفعل بالخوف الذي يملؤني رُعبًا / بَعدك ؟!

[ ت ع ب ]

.... غفر الله لك يا من سكن وتسيَّد حبه في أٌقصى محاني ذلك القلب !
......................

i feel like i wrote it
thank you shetat for such a great words....
:(

Summer and Me..

2008-06-24T10:33:00.027+04:00

Hi, How re you all? hope you are all fine Inshaallah

I feel different today , many things happen in me.. or my life recently ...

I go back for reading and I am reading two books in the same time : اسعد امراه في العالم لعائض القرني
and the goddess guide recommended by my dear friend kytheria in her blog ..

The first book : اسعد امراه في العالم لعائض القرني (The happiest woman in the world), change me totally it makes me feel “ Happy” . This book makes you (All MuslemWomen out there and even non muslim should read it) feel so special and many sentences in it are so true that they are able to make you cry and nod and say yes that is true ..

I read about 3 chapters I called them mini -chapters but they are huge in meanings and values .
I like many sentences but this is so close to me
انظري إلى السحاب ولا تنظري إلى التراب(look to the clouds and dont look to the ground(sand))
You can read the book here :
http://www.gooh.net/algarne/article_45.shtml

Tthe second book
I read 5 pages only I couldn’t complete it I was sick and in the hospital and I companied mom in hospital too she was sick too .. hope she will always be healthy In shaallah
I believe I am (Goddess “ Office “) maybe ... i have to read it all to know what is my combination :)

I lost dear people and I feel so sad coz there is no looking back to the friendship between us .. some time you made mistakes and you learnt from them but other cant forgive you for your mistakes even if you done thos mistakes sacrificing for them!! ...I just ask ALLAH all happiness for them and may ALLAH makes them happy and so successful in their life and I ask Jannah for them in the end..:(

Work is being so boring that because of the routine
and the sandy weather makes me sick and hate to go out , I feel angry when dust all over the place it makes me cough and cough and end up sick :(

This coming month – July I called it the spending month , I have a big wedding at the end of July and most of my friends birthdays are in July too also my siso birthday..
I need to buy a dress for the wedding and make an event abaya and all the gadgets and shoes that will go with the dress- and dont forget the gifts :) so I have my hand full for July....

Oh i have one dream that I don’t know when it will become true .. I want to travel ....
it has been 10 years since I put my feet on a plane , Imagin!!! Oh I cant believe all that years gone and i didnt travel , I am getting older “lol” but what to do this is life :)
So cross my fingers and wait for a surprise trip to any where ..i hope so …

See you soon all :)
P.S. For you only ..I love You..

I want to travel some where like the place in the Pic:(

I feel like i am between freedome and captivity

Forever i love the bear of foreverfriends cute bears:) and

this is me in July :)

love you UAE
nice design from one member in
my forum :)

Tired...

2008-05-27T14:33:00.010+04:00

Hi all miss you so much really …

I was so busy recently and I feel tired and exhausted …
I need my summer holiday so badly and I hope I can travel faaaaaaaaaaaaaar away
Recently, I feel strange, lost and sad … don’t know why?L
I am shopping maniac and I am totally broke!
I feel I need to stop buying but cant stop …
When I saw Sheikh Naser funeral I cried for a long time coz I remember my grandma and Sheikh Zayed... May their soul rest in peace in Janah …Amen

I felt I want to read, and I read several novels but very tiny one and I didn’t like them that much ...
I started learning switch in graphic designing world and it is so easy also I am back to Photoshop and I created the banner , do you like it ?? I am just a beginner J

Hope to see you all sooon
With lots of new news and pictures J
See you …

Pictures i fall in love with them :

Please take me there i want to be in a place like this ..

love the Idea it is wow

When i saw this picture i felt a very strong bonding and
love in it ... what about you ?

For All of you out there who really care about me
(only you)..

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

Back with a hope to see you again soon..

2008-05-16T20:41:00.016+04:00

It has been a long time since I update , I know all of you are mad at me but I’ve been very busy recently .
I had couple of courses out of AD and I attend two conferences and I am busy at work.
I miss writing here and I feel I need to write and write with non stop but I don’t have time really..
I promise I will be back here with lots of stories and thoughts but give me some time...

see soon..

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

Miss you all ... Tell Him

2008-04-11T17:18:00.010+04:00

Hi all,
I really misss you all so much
i feel i want to talk and talk but i will let you with this song that i am in love with since i was 22 years old :)

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do
I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Should I Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's meant to be
All in time you'll see
I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could end
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Your faith will lead love where it has to go
Never let him go

what do you think?
see it here
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

the fasion show...

for you only..

old is gold...

new post .. Relived hobby

2008-03-18T09:31:00.019+04:00

Hi all , miss you so much

I know I didn’t update for along time that because I was busy and ill too. I

am fine now .

I will put for you one of my recent writing in the forum I am a supervisor in it

http://www.aldafrah.com/vb

I love this forum, it is active and so useful

do visit it and enjoy my posts and other creative members' posts, I write in the name of شمس الظفرة ..

It revives my willing to write and share knowledge...

Writing was and still my hobby beside reading and I have a big interest in it now a days..
I will leave you with my writing in Arabic:

"زمن أشباه الرجال"

اشباه الرجال من هم ، ما صفاتهم ؟ اين هم ؟ وكيف اصبح حالهم هكذا؟ ولماذا ؟ووووو....
لا يذهب تفكيركم عند قراءة عنوان موضوعي الى الجنس الثالث... فما اقصده هنا رجال سليمي الفطرة وليسو شواذ ولكن هم أشباه رجال .... ياللاسف
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هم رجال باسم وحسب ونسب واصل وفصل ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بمال وجاه وقصور وسيارات وخدم وحشم ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلحى وشوارب وطول وعرض و جسم رياضي ولكن اشباه رجال
هم رجال بلسان معسول وكلام منمق ومرتب ورزانة عقل ولكن اشباه رجال

اشباه الرجال هم رجال ولكن لا تمت الرجولة لهم بصله .. هم رجال قولهم يصل مداه لأركان الكون ولكن فعلهم صفر على الشمال.. يقولون ولا يفعلون ويوعدون ولا يوفون يحبون ويخنون يصدقون وهم كذابون...انهم أشباه رجال...
اين هم ؟هم من حولنا في كل مكان... في العمل.. في الدراسه.. في الشارع.. وللاسف ايضا هم في منزلنا.. ،
عندما تحتاج اليهم وتطلب معونتهم يقولون لك باللهجة المحلية تم..
ووقت تأدية الواجب هم اين ؟ فص ملح وذاب واعجبي
!!!

عندما تحدثهم هم رائعون ويرسمون لك الدنيا وردية وعندما تضع قدميك في دنياهم تقع في حفرة لا قااع له... سوداء اللون
..كيف اصبح حالهم هكذا؟
ضعف الدين .. لا صلاه حقيقية ...ولا إيمان راسخ... الدين عندهم رياء ومجرد كلام فقط.... لا أخلاق داخليه.. بمعنى لا يوجد لديهم احترام لذاتهم فيتشكلون كالحرباء لسد نقصهم الشديد...
حذف من قاموسهم احترام الوالدين ورضاهم فأصبحوا يسيرون في ظلام عقوق الوالدين وهم بأسماء آبائهم وأمهاتهم يفخرون .. واعجبي
!!!!

لماذا هم اشباه رجال ؟لان هدفهم الدنيا فقط.. فهي اكبر همهم .. الغريزه .. المال ... اللهو اللعب ... لذلك فهم اشباه رجال...الامثله عليهم : رجال يرتشون وهم بمناصب كبيره .. رجال يستغلون اسمهم ومكانتهم .. رجال يلعبون بعقول النساء ويوعدون ويستغلون ويرحلون.. رجال يرمون والديهم في دار المسنين او حتى هم معهم ولكن لايسألون عن حالهم .. رجال مكارين سيتغلون اصدقائهم بادعاء الفقر والإفلاس وهم متمكنين ولكن الطمع والجشع اعمى بصيرتهم .. رجال تراهم رجال دين وعندما تلجأ إليهم يظهر كفرهم .. رجال يهتفون بالعلم والتطوير وحق المرأة واحترامها .. وتكتشف ان هدفهم المال والجسد فقط و و و و و الكثير من الامثله..
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لن اقلل من احترام الرجال الحقيقيون او انسى ذكرهم فهم موجودون بيننا ايضا .. ولكنهم نادرون او قله
الرجال الحقيقيون همهم الدين والاسرة ومكارم الاخلاق والابتعاد عن الحرام قولا وفعلا وهم الذين يصونون نسائهم ويسعون الى اخرتهم بالاعمال الصالحه والصدق
..
هدفهم في كل عمل يقومون به ان يكون هذا العمل ممرا الى الجنة...هؤلاء هم الرجال الحقيقيون امثال سيد الرجال جميعا الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم وأصحابه الكرام من عمر بن الخطاب وخالد بن الوليد وعلي بن ابي طالب وغيرهم من رجال حفر التاريخ اسمهم من ذهب في صخر الرجوله
ونحت شعار الصدق و الامانه في جبل عظمة خشونتهم وقوتهم بإيمانهم القوي بالله وبالدين
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ما هو الحل لهؤلاء اشباه الرجال؟
الحل هو العوده الى الله والخوف منه فهم منافقين ينافقون الله وأنفسهم قبل ان يخدعون الآخرين من حولهم ..اه ثم اه اطلقها من قلب رأى الكثير من اشباه الرجال وصمت وكتب حزنه وسكب دمعه على هؤلاء الذين خسروا دنياهم وهم يحسبون أنهم ملكوها بمال جمعوه وكم النساء اللأي عرفوهن ومناصب وصلوا اليها ظلما وغيرهابكي لانهم خسروا اخرتهم وهم يحسبون انهم احسنو صنعا والله غفور رحيم؟؟الله يهدي جميع رجال المسلمين....
..آمين
see you soon ....

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

Reading and Writing...

2008-02-19T11:50:00.020+04:00

Hi all miss you so much,
I feel different nowadays , I feel better and I feel I am alert and want to achieve lots of things , I feel I lost lots of hours and minutes in achieving zero value things..

Since I was a child about 7 years old I had read many many child story books, all kind of novels , encyclopedias, political and economic books and ….etc and still cant feel enough from reading .
I confess that I am lazy nowadays the internet and T.V takes most of my time and I feel so guilty why I can’t read like before? … Now I started reading again and I feel so happy that I am back to enrich my mind and soul with such a great joy…

I also join a forum and loosen my captured feelings and thoughts with people and share knowledge and write and write lots of articles that I proof through them that I have lots to share and let people benefit from my thinking and I learn and benefit too ..

I like to be a writer and write articles in magazines and newspaper and also write novels , I shall start soon Inshallah …
I want to share some of the books I read for Arabic writers and foreign writers :

check the list on my account in FaceBook (Elghala Kelah)

see you ...
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

Why?

2008-02-14T09:02:00.018+04:00

How are you all?I hope everybody is fine and healthy
My blog title is BIG why? so why the why??

I have many " WHYs " in my head; here you are the Why and oddity questions :
why when you are a good kind person, people use your kindness?

why do kindness considers Stupidity and credulity?

Do all the people become wolves so we have to become ones too? So the sentence in Arabic " إن كنت حملا أكلتك الذئاب"؟؟: is right??
But if we are a clever decent and big heart lamp again we will be eaten?

Is this a time that you cant be kind and trust people who come in your life and they seems and act so clear and honest then you discover that you have been used because of your kind big heart!!!!
Amazing how Muslims turned to be …As they once said:” عش رجبا ترى عجبا"

P.S: Today is Valentine Day but what a big deal?? I am wearing red shirt and off white with blue and red buttons skirt , all people are looking at me like I am a sin!!!!
I don’t care because I didn’t wear red because of this Valentine I did cause I want to wear this new outfit??
why people think the opposite?
And why they celebrate love only today??
For me everyday is Valentine because I love my religion , my country , my family , my work , my friends and this love grows bigger evereyday , so why I should consider one day for love and do all crazy things girls and boys are doing in this day???
I believe that Love have no boundaries nor cretin date to celebrate it , it is a must in everyday life and with out it you cant live …

See you soon

see the above in arabic :)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

صباح الخير وعسى الجميع في صحه وعافيه

يوميتي اليوم بعنوان : لماذا؟

يا جماعة صحيت صباحا وانا احمل في جعبتي الكثير والكثير من الاسئلة التي تبدأ بلماذا؟ والكثير من اسئلة استعجب منها واريد الرد منهم من اعرف اجابته ومنهم من افضل الصمت لان الرد محزن

واليكم هذه الاسئلة:- لماذا عندما يكون الانسان طيب يستغل؟

- لماذا تعتبر الطيبه في هذا الزمان سذاجة وغباء؟-

لماذا اصبح معظم وليس كل الناس ذئابا تلهث وراء المادة لا الجوهور والدين ؟ هل يجب ان نكون ذئاب كي نعيش؟ اذا هل المقوله " ان لم تكن ذئبا اكلتك الذائب" صحيحه؟ وهل ان كنا حملا وديعا طيبا خلوقا محترما محبا مراعيا تاكلك الذئاب؟؟؟؟-

هل هذا زمن لا يمكن تصديق من يدخل حياتك وتراه من اقواله وافعاله صادقا ومحبا فتوثق به و تعطيه الكثير وتكتشف انه يلبس قناع للفضيلة الملوثة وقناعا للصدق الكاذب!!! وانه قد تم استخدامك وخداعك لانك تملك قلبا كبيرا ؟؟ يعني هل يعقل ان ماتت الثقة والصدق في هذا الزمان!!!!

لماذا ظهرت هذه الظاهره بيننا ونحن مسلمين ونؤمن بالله ونخافه ونتبع سنة اشرف خلق الله ونحتذي باخلاقة - صلى الله عليه وسلم- ؟؟ صدق القائل :" عش رجبا ترى عجبا "

..والكثير من ال ماذا ؟؟ ولكن لا يحضرني حاليا الا ما ورد اعلاه

نعم ملاحظه : استيقظت ولبست قميصا و تنورة بهم اللون الاحمر وذهب للعمل .. يالله الجميع ينظر الي بنظره غريبة؟؟ وكانني آآثمة ؟؟ لا يظهر مني الا جزئ بسيط للاكمام فلماذا تلك هذه النظرات؟ ثم فهمت فالجميع يقول اه تلبسين الاحمر لان اليوم عيد الحب : " فالنتيان ديي" .. لحظه ماذا؟؟

هل تم تأريخ هذا اليوم في رزنامة المسلمين انه عيد؟؟

انا لم البس الاحمر لانه فالنتين هذا ولكن انه زي ابتعته وعجبني فلبسته استغرب لماذا يطلقون عليه اسم عيد و من ابتدعه يسمونه يوم ؟؟؟

ثم لماذا اصبح المسلمين رجالا ونساء يخصصون يوما للحب ؟ الحب كل يوم وليس اليوم فقط؟ولا ما استغرب منه ان المحلات المراكز والاسواق وحتى محلات الزهور والادهى المحطات الفضائية يحتفلون به؟؟ واسعار الزهور اغلى في هذا اليوم ايضا !!!!!ا واعجبي!!! ...بالنسبة لي كل يوم هو يوم حب فانا احب ديني واحب وطني واحب اهلي وعملي واصدقائي والجميع ولا احدد يوما للحب لإيماني ان الحب لا يحده حدود ولا يحدد له تاريخ محدد ولا يوم معين ..

الحب والحب في الله بالاخص هو اعظم ما في الوجود وبدون الحب والمحبة لا تستمر الحياة ديننا دين المحبة والسلام والتسامح فأين الاخلاق واين القيم في اتباع سنة الرسول وليس سنة فالنتين وغيره؟؟

واعجبي !!!!!

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

Healthy and fine :)

2008-02-10T10:40:00.004+04:00

Hi all,
How are you I hope everybody is fine and healthy …
Last week I took a great whole week holiday to rest at home and I did now I am alhamdulelah fine and healthy and fresh for work :)
I had a wonderful weekend, where did you think I go to ?
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You didn’t get it yet???
Ok I went to the global village again :) I call it:”MY VILLAGE” now lool , that was on Thursday it was freezing the temperature was 7.5 C imagine!! Oh I was so cold but I had lots of fun.

On Friday I went to the movie and I watched Rambo 4 it was nice but very aggressive and it shows how some people lost there humanity in their soul.. Watch it nice action movie.
Yesterday I stayed at home and slept early because I want to come to work fresh and alert :)

I miss my friend Kytheria i hope she is fine , oh I see that she update her blog finally :)

See you all

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

flower of lights...

This is the proof how cold was that day in the
global village

yummy pitzza cafe...

A design...

هل إمارتنا لنا !!!؟؟؟

2008-02-06T22:48:00.010+04:00

أينما تذهب وأينما تتلفت حولك ترى عمالة وافدة في كل سكة وفي كل حارة وفي كل محل وفي كل شارع وفي كل سيارة وفي كل شركة وفي كل مكان حتى تحت ظل الأشجار هناك عمالة تستظل منها.. فأين أبناء البلد؟ لماذا الأجنبي والوافد هو من يمشي أمورنا وليس نحن من نمشيها؟؟؟
يا جماعة الخير ماذا يحدث في إماراتنا الحبيبة؟ أريد أن أحدثكم عن ظاهره باتت خطيرة جدا في وطني الإمارات ، العمالة الوافدة والإخوان والأخوات العرب أصبحوا ناقمين لا يشكرون

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منذ بداية الاتحاد وإمارتي تستقطب الكثير من العمالة العربية والأجنبية والآسيوية ، منهم من تربى وعاش على هذه الأرض و حمل الجنسية الإماراتية أيضا ولكن هل الولاء للإمارات الم الوطن الأم ؟؟ هل الأموال التي تصرف لهم تدخل في دخل الدولة أم تحول للوطن الأم ؟؟

أنا لست عنصرية واكرر لست عنصرية وأحب كل مسلم وكل عربي وكل جنسية ولون ولكن اكره من لا يشكر النعمة المغدقة عليه من قبل إماراتي وشيوخها = أطال الله بأعمارهم = واكره من يعاملني أنا كمواطنة إماراتية كأنني حقيرة او إني لا افهم أو إني دون المستوى

سأروي لكم أمثله على مواقف مررت بها تظهر لماذا أنا غاضبة جدا

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عندما كنت مريضه ذهبت إلى المستشفى(للعلم جميع العاملين غير مواطنين) أرسلت إلى الطبيب وكانت أمراه من جنسية عربية جلست أنا وخالتي عندها لمدة 3 دقائق وهي لا تتكلم تعبث بجهاز الحاسوب بيد والبيد الأخرى تحك رأسها وللأسف أيضا تلمس انفها ، منظر مقزز لطبيب كنت أريد أن اخرج ولكن من شدة ألمي صمت بعد مده قالت بنبره غير مهذبه ما بك وهي لا تنظر إلي وتبحث في الأوراق قلت لها ما اشعر به وساد صمت وأنا بداخلي اغلي ليس من حرارة الحمى بل من حرارة الغضب من المعاملة السيئة قلت لها هل سمعتي ؟ قالت نعم تعالي معي للفحص السريري والله العالم كم كانت يدها فظة في التعامل مع الألم وظلت تسال اسأله ليس لها أي علاقة بالمرض أين تعملين ؟ ماذا تعملين؟ قلت لها إني أتألم لم ترد و صاحت على الممرضة وأعطتها التعليمات بغير نفس وهي ترمي الأوراق عليها وأبدا أبدا أبدا لم تبتسم بعد أن تم العلاج قابلت الطبيبة للمرة الأخيرة فقالت أنتي أحسن قلت نعم قالت مع السلامة قلت لها شكرا أتمنى لو تبتسمين للمرضى فرمقتني بنظره غير مكترثة لي وتابعت ما كانت تحدق به في جهاز الحاسوب؟؟ واعحبي !!!!
جلست أنا وخالتي نتناقش قالت لي إنني عندما كنت نائمة من تأثير الدواء جلست تراقب الطبيبة فرأت كيف تعامل الأجنبية ومن بنات عمها بكل أدب وطيبة والضحكات تصل لأخر أروقة المستشفى قالت شعرت بالغضب الشديد فلماذا نحن تعاملنا بتلك الطريقة ؟ألا تعمل هي في وطني ؟ ألا تأكل من خيراته؟ ألا تعرف إننا أبناء هذه البلد الحبيبة ومستقبلة؟ لماذا هذه العنصرية والتفريق ؟ ونحن لم نكف عن تقديم المساعدات لهم ولبلدانهم؟
قلت يا خالتي لم استطع في وقتها أن أتكلم من شدة مرضي ولكن صدقيني هذه الأيام لم تعد إمارتنا ملكا لنا فقالت هذا ما آلت إليه الأمور للأسف...

موقف آخر فتاه تتأفف وتتذمر من شكل المبنى والممر في احد المراكز التجارية وهي عربية الجنسية وتقول : أف أرف ارف ارف وهي تمضغ علكة و تمشي بشكل غير لائق اقتربت منها صديقتي وقالت : أنتي الارف لأنك لا تحترمين ارض تأكلين من خيرها ارجعي لبلدك وارني إن كنت تستطيعين أن تتمشين وتلبسين يهذه الطريقة فتحت الفتاه فمها ولم تتكلم من الإحراج ، أنا وصديقتي قلنا لماذا لا يتعلمون أن يحترموا بلدا احتضنهم ؟؟

العمالة الأجنبية من أوروبا وغيرها يقولون بلدكم جنة وانتم لا تعرفون أنكم تقدمونها لنا بطبق من ذهب.... هذا يقتلني /في عملي في كل مكان عندما تتحدث مع أجنبي يخاف من المواطن ولكن عندما يكتشف انك لا تفهم ما يقول وانك بكل طيبة وكرم إماراتي ستكرمه وتضيفه و إن استطعت ستعطيه ماء عينك فيبدأ يضحك عليك ويستغلك بابتسامة ماكرة وأنت لا تعلم

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عدم احترام المواطن أجده في كل مكان ، في الصالونات النسائية في المستشفيات في المطاعم في المراكز التجارية و أيضا في الشركات وبعض الهيئات الحكومية من سمح لغير المواطن أن يتمادى إلى أن وصل إلى مرتبة يشعر بها انه الأفضل وللأسف هو أفضل في أشياء كثيرة ولكن إن كان الأحسن يجب أن لا يتمادى ويطمع ويطغى على من يعطيه كل هذه الحرية

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و لماذا لا يوجد قانون يردع هذه المعاملة لماذا التفرقة التي تحدث ولكن بصمت ولا احد يتكلم عنها ؟؟ لماذا لا يحتج أبناء البلد بان يصرخ عاليا: ارحموني أريد أن اثبت إني إماراتي ولست غريبا على ارض وطني؟

قرأت رأي فتاه في احد الحوارات الجادة في احد المنتديات العربية تقول:9

اشعر أن ما أوصلنا لهذا المستوى أن الأجنبي يأتي من بلده وعنده سلاح اسمه الشهادة والخبرة ونحن نحمل شهادات جامعية ولكن بدون خبره و في الدوائر الحكومية يحترمون صاحب المؤهلات والشهادات.لأنه ينفعهم، المواطن بيكون بطران لأنه مواطن ورافع رأسه على الفاضي.!!!!!.الذي لا يملك في يده سلاح يحارب فيه والله ينهزم سواء أكان مواطن او غير مواطن....المواطن إن أراد أن يأمر وينهي لازم يكون له هيبة وهذه الهيبة تكمن في أن يكون له كلمه ومعنى وان يتحلى بأسلوب في التعامل ورقي في الكلام

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ما رأيكم في كلامها؟؟ أراه صحيحا

وأضف إليه يجب التسلح بالدين لان ما أن تسلح الإنسان بدينه فهو قريب من الله ورسوله إذا هو قوي ولكن للأسف الدين أصبح مجرد عادات وتقاليد لم يعد أساس ومن بعده تأتي بقية أمور الدنيا من حضارات وتقدم وتجاره واقتصاد وغيره ...
أيضا التسلح بالعلم، العلم سلاح قوي يدعمه الدين ويدعمه العقل والنضج ، العلم سلاح كبير ولكن ليس العلم أن تحفظ وتحفظ ما في الكتب العلم هو أن تطبق و تعمل فعلم بلا عمل لا يعد علما يعد معرفة فقط...
واهم شي التحلي بالأخلاق والأدب وتطبيق الأصح واجتناب الخطأ وان وقع الخطأ فالتعلم منه للرقي بالنفس للأفضل

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ويبقى السؤال المهم، هل الإمارات لنا ؟؟؟؟ هل بسبب هذا التطور الهائل الإمارات ستبقى لنا؟؟؟؟ أخاف أن يأتي يوم وأسأل عن أوراق

...إقامتي و جنسيتي ومن هو كفيلي في إماراتي نفسها؟؟

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You

sick :(

2008-02-02T11:44:00.004+04:00

Hi all,

Miss you all, I know I didn’t update that’s because I was so sick in the hospital. I had a food poisoning. I just don’t know what I ate . what I remember that I ate a cheese sandwich in my work I felt it taste funny but I ate it fast to complete my work but I felt sick afterwards.

I am fine now alhamdulelah I hope you all be healthy and happy ...
P.S. For you Only ..I Love You ...

it is so painful :(

I N S T R U C T I O N S F O R L I F E ...

2008-01-28T10:31:00.003+04:00

Hi all, i like this email ,sent by Mom
it is so useful :)

Instructions for life:
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements
involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three R’s:
ØRespect for self,
ØRespect for others and
ØResponsibility for all your actions.

4.Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a
wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate
steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and
think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for
your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the
current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your
love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order
to get it.

19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

This is a nice reading, but short. Enjoy! This is what The
Dalai Lama has to say for 2007.

so ENJOY...

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You ...

A flower for only the nice people...

life is like a flower so prety and nice but

it has thorns... (4 u 2)

I as a new person...

2008-01-26T15:55:00.003+04:00

Hi , Hello

How are you all? I know I didn’t update for long time. I was feeling sad and down recently , now I am so fine and feeling happy . What should I do? I am so moody and sensitive and if a small tiny problem or mistake happen in my life I feel so sad and withdrawn. Also I had a work load and I couldn’t do anything after the work hours…

Changing the layout of my blog make me feel different and new :) hope you like it , the rose is for all of you nice people out there..

This weekend I went to my fav. Place the global Village I thought it will be very crowded because of the beginning of Dubai Shopping festival but it was not. I had such a nice time and enjoyed every minutes of it…
Also I am broke J no money you know shopping and more shopping :) ..it is ok the beginning of the month is coming …

I want to travel to Omrah all my friends are going I hope soon I will visit Makkah in Shaallah.
I want to say that if you are sad that because you made yourself sad if you want to pass it just heal yourself from within don’t depend on others depend only on Allah and be sure that Allah will guide you to happiness..

In the global village I was wondering while I was watching the people passing near me or playing or shopping and ask myself most of them have sad moments and obstacles in their life but they are still manage to come and enjoy life , so I decide to ignore the sadness and just smile and have lots of fun, and I am now:)

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You ...

To be happy sometime you need
to reach too high...

A wow Shot by "Su" my friend fpr
Emirates Palace from inside...

Krispy Kreme Fever weekend , me &sis
just cant stop eating it ..

Game on Fire....

Deceived ...

2008-01-20T14:49:00.006+04:00

Hi all,
Did you ever feel so afraid? , dying while you are still breathing? I hope you don’t... it is a killing feeling …
Sometimes you want to breathe but there is a big huge giant rock on your chest that kills you

… you feel all the problems and solicitude on your heart

… all the sadness and sorrow in your soul :(…
Sometimes you trust people so much that because they are so good to you and they pump into you all the happiness and hopes in the world until you fly to the sky

and then you discover that the are liars and deceiver and they just want to blackmail you for their greed and lust?

Definitely this will make you fall from the high sky, on your neck and break your not just neck also your heart and soul :( …
Those people don’t know that there is Allah, who can revenge immediately or after long time
الله يمهل ولا يهمل
الله ما يضرب بعصا
كما تدين تدان
الجزاء من جنس العمل
دقه بدقه
When a person hurt someone Allah didn’t hurt him but he give him/her time to reconsider their actions and learn from their mistakes but if they don’t then Allah will punish them..
May Allah guide those people and lead them to the right path
May Allah be with us all , and preserve us from harms..

اللهم اكفينهم بما شئت
آمين

P.S. For you Only ..I Love You ...

five important lessons..

2008-01-16T15:10:00.004+04:00

I recived an Email and i want to share it with you , it is totally true
enjoy and learn :

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others." Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn' t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping! the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

Most importantly.................. "Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.

:)
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Things we lost in......

2008-01-16T10:44:00.005+04:00

Hi all miss you and I hope you all are fine and healthy…

I saw yesterday a movie called:” Things we lost in fire” I wanted to see “I am a legend” but the time didn’t suit me so I went to my second choice and I am not regretting it..
It is a grown up wow movie I loved it so much for many people they will be bored but I am not. I am dazzled with the music, acting and the story. I will not ruin it for you people I will just say what I feel and think.

Let go of old haunted memory
that will trap you in a round
circle and you will never come
out of it ..

Letting Go… this is what all the movie about , for me after I saw the movie I sat alone in my car driving in the rain and going home to my room I thought and thought and thought for long time and I cried coz I am not a type of person that can let go so easily .. I believe that loosing someone or anything so close to your heart is so hard so hard. I really can’t let go of all bad memories in childhood or in my teenage and I can’t forget two dearest people to my heart: Grandma and Sheikh Zaid.
After watching the film I felt I have and must let go and I counted what I lost in my life wither I choose to loose them or they have been taken from me and I found lots of things that a must let go..

So if the things you lost in your life are only stuffs then they are nothing in contrast to loosing people you love or your dignity or even your sprit and soul.
Cheer up and have fun, life is a path to the end life and I hope it is will be in Heaven.
Amen

Valuble things if gone you can manage
but a dear person no..

my new Burberry collection:)

One thing I wonder why all this holidays and road clearness in the street when a Mr. USA president is in town?? Why?
I am just wondering …. No comment..
:)

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Sad and feeling lost...

2008-01-14T21:58:00.003+04:00

I am sorry but recently I feel sad again this weather driving me crazy , sometime I am happy and most f the time I am sad and I feel so down.
I will leave you with these pictures from the heritage village in Abu Dhabi the weather was so nice and like usual i forgot my camera and took the shots by my mobile:(
i will comment on them later
See you
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

It's raining ..it's raining

2008-01-13T13:02:00.004+04:00

مبارك عليكم الخير
اكثرو من الدعاء وقت المطر

الدعاء عند وبعد نزول المطر

" اللهم صيباً نافعا”ً . رواه البخاري

" مُطرنا بفضل الله ورحمته " . متفق عليه

الصراحه الجو رائع اشوفه من السياره الصبح والحين من المكتب واتحسر
:)
تعرفون شو اكثر شي احبه في المطر ؟ رائحة الارض لما تتبل به !! كانها تغتسل وتصبح نظيفه

احب الاجواء واحس بسعاده تغمرني رغم ان السماء داكنة اللون والسواد يغطي المكان واللون الرمادي يكسو كل شي ولكن سعاده داخليه تتولد اعتقد ان السبب يعود اننا نحب الماء كثيرا فجسمنا يتشكل منه قال الله تعالى:" وَجَعَلْنَا مِنَ الْمَاء كُلَّ شَيْءٍ حَيٍّ

فتبارك الله احسن الخالقين

حتى عندما كنا اجنه فاننا نكون في محيط مائي وهذا اول احساس نحس به منذ بداية خلقنا سبحان الله

من منا لا يحب خرير الماء؟ انا من هولاء الذين يعشقون صوت الماء فهو عذب جدا كطعمه

وما بنسى هالجو حق السيح والرمله مب المكتب :( ويباله مجبوس بعد لوووول

اليكم هذا المقطع من القصيدة الرائعة لبدرشاكرالسياب : "أنشودة المطر" :1

أُنْشُودَةُ المَطَر ...
مَطَر ...
مَطَر...
مَطَر...
تَثَاءَبَ الْمَسَاءُ ، وَالغُيُومُ مَا تَزَال
تَسِحُّ مَا تَسِحّ من دُمُوعِهَا الثِّقَالْ .
كَأَنَّ طِفَلاً بَاتَ يَهْذِي قَبْلَ أنْ يَنَام :
بِأنَّ أمَّـهُ - التي أَفَاقَ مُنْذُ عَامْ
فَلَمْ يَجِدْهَا ، ثُمَّ حِينَ لَجَّ في السُّؤَال
قَالوا لَهُ : " بَعْدَ غَدٍ تَعُودْ .. " -
لا بدَّ أنْ تَعُودْ
وَإنْ تَهَامَسَ الرِّفَاقُ أنَّـها هُنَاكْ
في جَانِبِ التَّلِّ تَنَامُ نَوْمَةَ اللُّحُودْ
تَسفُّ مِنْ تُرَابِـهَا وَتَشْرَبُ المَطَر ؛
كَأنَّ صَيَّادَاً حَزِينَاً يَجْمَعُ الشِّبَاك
وَيَنْثُرُ الغِنَاءَ حَيْثُ يَأْفلُ القَمَرْ .
مَطَر ...
مَطَر ...

ربي يعطينا خير هذا المطر ان شاء الله

المطر كان غزيرا هالصباح ويعطيك شعورا جميلا

وايضا حزين

للمطراحساس اخر وشعور يتجدد مع كل قطرة ..

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

See through my eyes...

2008-01-10T00:30:00.003+04:00

See through my eyes ..what you can see? I feel emptiness and sadness this what will hit you , you will see a heart struck and a tortured soul waiting for a glimpse of hope
Why ? why? Why ? why?
Why ? why?
Why ? why?
Why ? why?
Why ? why?
Why ? why?
Millions of whys that because I believe that there are million of things around me that make me wonder what happen to the world?
People become not honest and most of people are running towards money and more money. Honesty , real love , simple and clean minds are gone .I am not saying that all people are bad only that they are lots nowdays rather than few.
I have lots of new pictures and thoughts I want to share but I don’t know I am in a sad mood in this way I am posting this depressing post ..
See you …

Sun's ray at morning 7:00am
going to work..

With every sun ray that come across me , I remember you ...

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

makeup fever

2008-01-08T22:14:00.003+04:00

Hi all, Miss you and I know I didn’t update my post I was kind of busy..
I am happy that my friends like my blog and it become one of the everyday must visit web site. I feel like I have a baby and I have to take care of it, care about it (update :) ) , try to make it more creative and put all the right values and principles in it …

Nowadays I am a make up addict I cant stop spending my money on Make up specially M.A.C and other brands , the funny thing that all the ladies who work in the two branches (AD Mall and Marina Mall) M.A.C make up shop know me lool ,Once I entered they know that I won’t go out with out buying and they spoil me and make me weak in the knee lool.

I bought these collections but not all of them only the products that I couldn’t resist.

The royal assests collection it is wow ...

so nice and yummy Stylistics collection:)

http://www.maccosmetics.com/

also i got " chanel makeup" ,

i love their lip gloss and the liquid eye shadow

The other addictions are the polo neck shirts and the wool shirts too. I turned to have all the colors from different brands and shops

Worm polo neck :)

Also I started to make my Jewelry Collection (they are not Jewelry they are only gadgets, but to me I like them more)
I bought this wonderful ring and I am dieing to by the entire collection soon , it is from Dior:

i believe that to stop buying new things is to stay at home and never go out lool

take care

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Be yourself...

2008-01-06T09:02:00.010+04:00

Hi, how are you all? I hope every body is fine and healthier ...I had such a wonderfull weekend, it was so exciting and so much fun :)
I went to the Global Village again !! oh my , I can't get bored of it, I also went to the cinema and I saw a movie called “ Death Sentence” it was nice but i hate the ending..
I hope all of you had a good and useful weekend…

I always hear the sentence” Be yourself!!” and a question rise in my mind:” why should I be myself?” the answer pops so quickly , because each individual is created to be unique and Allah give him/her a special soul to make a difference.

I tried for years to be myself but I couldn’t until 2004 I became a totally different person, it is not easy to be yourself especially if you grow up shy and lonely. This personality depends on their parents and lives in their own fancy world, also this person feel he is being himself but this is wrong.
To be yourself in my opinion is to be with people, that because they will judge you depend on your own actions and speech (Always be honest with yourself that will make you honest and clear with others ), also they will help you if you are wrong and guide you if you loose the track (if they are of course good friends and people). In this way fill your life with nice , decent and clean open-minded people.

I Believe that our religion wants us to be ourselves when it urges us to pray , have good and decent manners ,treat people nicely and politelyand be successful in our life.
How strange?! Sometimes people be themselves and become so arrogant that they forget their own creator and think they are better “aste’3fer Allah”.

Sometimea a person want to be like someone else, and that true each boy or a girl want to be a copy of their parents or uncles or aunts and sometime it is there by itself because of the genetic attributes that built in our inheritance genes :).

I know a person that imitates and copy a particular actor and behave and even wear the way he do, this is not so strange because if you are not happy with what you are then you try to be someone else. It is ok to copy others but not the bad and rude ones, don’t be a malformed copy which reflects others wrong direction in life…

Be yourself by being a good muslim , citizen , nicer , good mannered , interesting , unique by adding value to your work or study and in your home, also be more creative , leave a fingerprint behind you after you die that everyone in the world will track and investigate and learn from it.

Remember,
If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.
~David Carradine , I love that :)

P.S. I would like to say that my friend “ kytheria “made me crazy when she wrote about the Maya’s café in Bahrain , oh I want to be there now :), Thank you dear for the introduction …love you

See these websites they are so useful
http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Yourself
http://www.quotegarden.com/be-self.html

Take care and be near to Allah..

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Fake Love L :(

2008-01-03T14:56:00.006+04:00

I know I post too many posts today but I have lots of things I want to

share with you , this time in Arabic.

لا تسحب قلبك وتتعبه لكل من يروق لك ، سلمه للذي يستاهله

قبل أن ابدأ قصتي انظروا ماذا قال الشيخ حمدان بن راشد ال مكتوم :" تحبني ولا تحب الدراهم اختار لك وحده علشان ما اضيع علاقة ماتنبني بالتفاهم حتا تحت نور القمر يمكن تميع واتراهن الحب الحقيقي تراهم مشجعين احساسهم دون تشجيع صغيرهم يدري بقيمة غلاهم لايمكن تحصله معروض للبيع" من منطلق كلامه لكم هالقصه الصغيرة جدا
http://www.6rbtop.com/listen.php?song_id=44746&type=au&q=hi

أريد أن اعرف ماذا حصل في الكون ؟ لماذا أصبح الحب الحقيقي الصادق مجرد أطلال نبكي عليها؟ لماذا أصبح الحب سلعة أو بالأحرى خردة؟ لماذا أصبح الحب مقايضة؟
أطرح هذه الأسئلة لأني سمعت قصه اقشعر لها بدني ... قبل قليل
هي ... تحبه كثيرا وربما بجنون
هو ... يقول انه يحبها قولا ولكن فعلا برأيي هذا ليس حبا...البته
بدأ حبهما كبيرا ولن استرسل في كيفية بدايته ولكنها بداية جميله ولا يوجد بها خطأ ولكن ربما بعد معرفة الشخص مع الأيام جيدا يظهر الخطأ.
و بدأ حبه يتذبذب وهذا بعد أن طلب منها أن تساعده في ديون عليه ولكن هي لا تملك المال الكافي فاعتذرت بكل أدب ورفضت طلبه ان تقترض من البنك
صمت هو ولم يعلق عندما اعتذرت ، ومرت الأيام وهو معها ويحببها به كثيرا

ولكن بدا يختفي بالأيام وعندما تحدثه يرد بصوت نائم ومتعب ويقول انه نائم ليومين!!سألتها بالله عليك إن هو نائم يومين متتاليين كيف لم ينطفئ جهازه؟ ولم يحتاج إلى شحن؟
قالت لي بلى كان ينغلق ولكن يفتح بعد ذلك بفترة
قلت لها : بالله عليك يا صديقتي ألا ترين انه هو من استيقظ وشحن هاتفه وقرا رسائل شوقك ولم يأبه لها وعاد للنوم؟؟
أجابت : لا تقولي هذا الكلام انه صادق ولا يكذب وهو مريض وينام من تأثير الدواء المخدر
قلت لها وأنا ارتجف أكملي
قالت مرت الأيام على هذه الحالة اتصل ولا يرد وان رد يرد بأنه مشغول وانه يعدها انه سيحادثها بعد دقائق ولا يأتي اتصاله إلا بعد أن تعاود هي الاتصال..
وتسترسل وتقول آخر شي وصلني منه ،أنني قلت له سأخرج مع الأهل للتسوق والمرح فقال نعم اخرجي واصرفي مالك ولا تساعديني وأنا المحتاج لك !!! ( على فكره الرجل من عائله غنية ومعروفة جدا ولكن واعجبي!!!1

هنا قلت لها قفي لا تكملين.. 2
استيقظي هذا ليس حبا ؟
هذا استغلال ذكي وبهدوء
ابتعدي عنه قبل فوات الأوان
قلت لها لا تجعلي شخص من أهم أولوياتك وأنتي مجرد خيار يختاره متى شاء في حياته ..3
قلت لها الحب تعاون و تضحية
الحب فعل وإحساس صادق
الحب حنين وشوق طاهر
الحب ثقة واحترام
الحب ليس أعطني مالا وسأكافئك
الحب نعمة لو يعلم بها الكاذب ما كذب ولا لعب بمشاعر الجميع
للأسف تعب قلبي من قصتها فودعتها وقلت لها لا تبيع قلبك لشخص واضح جدا انه باعك منذ زمن وبثمن بخس أيضا...4
لا تتعلقي بخيوط العنكبوت فهي ضعيفة وتتقطع بنسمة هواء خفيفة
لا تخسري كبريائك و عظمة حبك لشخص لا يعلم ما هو الحب الحقيقي
صوني قلبك ونفسك للذي سيكتبه الله لك حلالا
دعيت لها ووصلت لحاسوبي لكي أرسل لكم هذه القصة مع هذا التساؤل:

لماذا كلما أجد قصة حب جميلة أراها تتآكل أمامي كورقة تلتهمها النيران سريعا ؟؟

اعتقد ان من يبحث عن الحب الصادق يكون متلهفا لحب جديد دائما وعندما يجده للاسف يثق به ويتعلق به لكي لا يتلاشى وهذا خطأ كبير لا تسلم قلبك لمن لا يستحقه ... 5

لا أقول سوى أن الحب الصادق والحقيقي اندثر منذ زمن بعييييييييد وجاء زمن المادة والأغاني والشعر الهابط واللهو والحب أصبح مادة و نزوة ورغبة وشهوة فقط
اللهم اكفي زميلتي شر هذا الكاذب
اللهم اكفينهم بما شئت اللهم اكفينهم بما شئت
اللهم اكفي الجميع بما شئت
ربي يوفق الجميع
P.S. for you only ... I Love You

Maya meanings

2008-01-03T12:37:00.005+04:00

Wow how it is wonderful to learn new things about the Name you chose to your blog As in the description I said that Maya is a name of a character in an Indian movie I saw in 1997 and this name in Hindi means: “Divine creative force in everything” which is so amazing, also I discovered the following:
· The Hindi name Maya means - God's creative power, The Greek name Maya means - mother; grandmother and
The Latin name Maya means - great. A form of Maia (mother; nurse), so “Maya” related to creativity plus motherhood+ Nurse (kindness and mercy + greatness (great and nice) ; isn’t that wow!!!

· In dictionary Maya Means lots of thing s which I was so surprised to read it!! It means: ma·ya - [mah-yah, -yuh] noun Hinduism.
i )1.
the power, as of a god, to produce illusions.
2.
the production of an illusion.
3.
(in Vedantic philosophy) the illusion of the reality of sensory experience and of the experienced qualities and attributes of oneself.
4.
(initial capital letter ) Also called Mahamaya. a goddess personifying the power that creates phenomena.
Also it is : a member of a major pre-Columbian civilization of the Yucatán Peninsula that reached its peak in the 9th century a.d. and produced magnificent ceremonial cities with pyramids, a sophisticated mathematical and calendar system, hieroglyphic writing, and fine sculpture, painting, and ceramics.
ii
a member of a modern American Indian people of southern Mexico, Guatemala, and parts of Honduras who are the descendants of this ancient civilization.
iii
Any of the Mayan languages; the historical and modern languages of the Mayas.
pl. Maya or Ma·yas 1. a. A member of a Mesoamerican Indian people inhabiting southeast Mexico, Guatemala, and Belize, whose civilization reached its height around A.D. 300-900.

The Maya are noted for their architecture and city planning, their mathematics and calendar, and their hieroglyphic writing system.
b. A modern-day descendant of this people.
2. Any of the Mayan languages, especially Quiché and Yucatec.
See http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_civilization
Wow this is amazing!!!!!!!!

· As a MIS (Management Information System )graduate I have to say that Maya is a high end 3D computer graphics and 3D modeling software package originally developed by Alias Systems Corporation, but now owned by Autodesk as part of the Media and Entertainment division. Autodesk acquired the software in October 2005 upon purchasing Alias. Maya is used in the film and TV industry, as well as for computer and video games.

· See this amazing news about “the MAYA” what a coincident I love chocolate so much loool http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2002/07/0717_020717_TVchocolate.html

In Summary , I believe that All what I wanted to be the word “MAYA” has it as :
I love creativity, like to be great and successful, love to be a kind hearted Mother and love and give kindness to other people, once I wanted to be an architect and I love arts and Math and the “Maya Civilization” represent that “ one thing I didn’t put in my mind that Maya can mean illusions, maybe sometimes I sank in fancy dreamy world and I live in illusions looooool…

Enjoy
Take care …
P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Happy New Year

2008-01-03T09:45:00.004+04:00

Happy New Year to all of you

May all your life full of happpyness :)

Allah bless our ruler and rest
the soul of our father Zaid Bin
Sultan , in Janah ..

I wish you all a great and full of achievements year
This year I feel much different, many things changed in me the more you grow up the more mature you are and the more opinions and principles are built in you.

2008 resolutions:
-Be more near to Allah and go to Omrah in Makkah.
-Be more successful at my work.
-Study new courses and gain more knowledge about several topics (such as CIA I am looking forward to study it)
-Get near my old friends ..
-Buy lots of things I will add them later ;)
-Make a difference in people life for better of course.
-Develop my blog and start another new website which will be a surprise.
-Sit on my chair and : design with Photoshop + read read read + write poems and article I miss that ….etc
And many other wishes that will come along with the year flow

My dearest friend “Ftm” says that she felt I will get married this year lool I laughed and winked maybe 8/8/2008 like usual , it is only a joke; happiness never tied with a specific date or time, it comes from within ones soul.

Be more near to Allah and enjoy 2008 and as my friend kytheria says in her blog http://www.kytheria.net/ : “I wish you enough” which means in summary enough of every thing good in life

Take Care :)

P.S. Only for you... I Love you ...

Tiring but so so much fun weekend …

2007-12-30T22:57:00.004+04:00

Hi all , miss you so much . I really enjoyed the weekend even it was so tiring , the wedding was so nice and the family gathering too. I love when my family gather we talk and play games and again talk and talk...

We went to al Saye7 ( al bar) the desert a place called " 3awafi" it was such a nice rainy weather with some chill breeze. It was so crowded and I like watching the car race to the top of the hill but I feel so scared and I close my eyes, this is a very dangerous game and I don’t know why guys love it even it is so so risky. Hay guys out there be carful and remember that your soul is a gift from Allah don’t waste it for moments of joy..

A dangerous hobby

We went also shopping with my relatives who came from Kuwait and we had such fun in the car laughing and joking and driving like nuts too J
We went to the Global Village in Dubai I just love it so much , the weather the atmosphere everything. I played with my sisters and all my ribs are in pain now also my voice gone totally from the cold wend (in this way I am sick again with no voice but now I am better al7amdulelah)...

not very clear but it is nice:)

I went shopping too and bought some nice things also I enjoyed the nice food there
The Global village is a must place so don’t wait just pack and go Jremember get jackets , wear a comfy shoes and lots of cash "loool" cant wait till I a go back there again...

A Morocan Lamp...

Thailand.. I liked this poster on
the wall of the Thai village

Japan .. Long and great history ...

I have to talk about an experience I had today at work I was so tired and with no voice at all and lots of pain but it was such an experience. Why? Because I never believe before that not speaking is so hard !!! I felt like I will explode or shout . it is amazing to just use the sign language and write and speak with whisper , not all the people like it though and their faces show it too :).
What I've learnt from today is that silence can be annoying sometimes and in the same time it helps you listen well to others..

May Allah cure all the sick people inshallah
Take care and remember be proud to be Muslim , alive with healthy brain and body..
P.S. for you only : I love you ..

The Weekend

2007-12-27T08:59:00.007+04:00

Finally it is the weekend, oh I feel so tired and exhausted I need a relax weekend with nothing to do just lay in bed watch some DVDs and read my novels that I bought long time ago and never read.

Lots of Novels waiting for me to read

them and DVDs too :(

The problem that I can’t relax today I have to be in my cousin wedding so I have to go to the salon after work and then drive to Dubai for the Wedding it will be a long night and not enough sleep :(

A ring and a necklace for the wedding

Tomorrow it will be a big lunch for the bride and her groom so also no relax for me, May Allah be with me.. And in Saturday I will head back to AD, so that mean no relax and fancy dream in a cozy bed with a nice novel and a worm tea.

What I will do is I will revenge next weekend and indulge my self in a spa or something :) I need a massage or facial with relaxing music oh that is awesome.

Oh i wana be there ...

I want to talk about something that bothers me so much, the careless drivers!!

this week I nearly had several accidents people are driving crazy and they are so careless and I will put them in these categories:
- Taxi , Taxi , Taxi , Taxi , Taxi , Taxi, Taxi, and more Taxi ; YaAllah they drive like they are going to heaven and they have to rush and use all the methods and ways for carelessness in the whole world..
- Young men , oh don’t let me start on those . They are really careless they will drive very fast and they will follow you and if you didn’t follow up with them they will really get nuts and drive even faster.
- Buses, small trucks, some huge trucks they are horrible drivers and I don’t know really how they pass the driving test.
- some old men and women or not very old they drive very very very slowly and they drive me crazy the road is empty and they drive maybe in speed of 10 in the speeding gauge no more..

Driving should be like an art and you should prevent people mistakes and be careful, also one should obey the Traffic rules and safety and respect them too.
May Allah guide and lead the careless drivers and make them more aware and calm :)

i will miss you all coz i may not be able to update
don’t forget read the Quraan don’t abandon it ...
take care..

P.S. for you only : I love you ...

Sha3er al malyoon

2007-12-26T11:59:00.006+04:00

I shall talk about a program called " Sha3er Almayoon" which means “the millionaire Poet” . I love Poems and I do write sometimes, this program is a competition and the winner get a million dirham and “Al Bairag” which is like a flag or a pennant for the millionaire poet.

After long selection tours or rounds around the Arabian gulf only 48 contestants are able to participate and it starts with 8 contestants that compete among each other and then people around the globe vote for who deserve to stay and then the other eight compete and so on.

I like what competitors provide and what they create of high value and lovely poems that helps to enrich the Arabian Culture and the Arabian Gulf Language Poems. I believe that it is good to care and motivate talents and I wish all the contestants don’t participate just for the money or fame. I hope they join to give a value and represent their creativity and distinguish ideas and thoughts. I like it also because I feel it represent UAE culture in the decoration and even the announcers or the show talkers are UAE citizens. What I like the most is When his highness Sheikh Mohamed bin Zayed appears and join the event it makes my heart jump with joy. أشوفك محمد وأناديك زايد

What I don’t like in the program is that the arbitration committee or poem’s judges sometime give points to poets that didn’t deserve it. I know they are better than me and they studied it and read and analyze the powem better than me but it is obvious that some of the poets are not very talented and their poems is only repetition of old ideas and stories redone in nice and balanced way.
I believe they should evaluate on the idea, its cleverness and the way the poet represent his new and wise idea to audience , they also should evaluate depending on all the poems rules that make a particular poet a unique and different.

I have also a question in my mind ,who choose the arbitration committee or the poem’s judges ?? I believe that they have talent but on what standards and values they were chosen?
I believe that there are out there poets and also professors in poem that are better to consider them as poem’s judges or arbitration committee.

when the refree give their evaluation results to the poet there should be criteria that they all follow not only they give their own opinions and each one has different way and opinion. The result of the evaluation is not fair in this way.

what I disagree in this program also is that the audience in the theater should vote for the poet who finished his presentation and this vote take more than 3 minuets to come out and in the end this vote is not counted!!! What the hell? Why then they participate? Just to give the poet a feeling that the audience understand the poem I swear that 70 – 95 % of the audience especially women don’t understand a single word of the poem. There should be more awareness among the audience and also honesty.

Again I really enjoy this program which started yesterday at 10:30 pm on Abu Dhabi channel TV that really takes you away from other stupid programs that has only songs and women dancing and that’s it.

Enjoy!..
P.S. for you only : I love you ..

i am sick :(

2007-12-26T09:29:00.003+04:00

Hi all
I was sick yesterday and I couldn’t update, I hate fever and flue it makes me so weak and want to cry. I couldn’t come to work and even get out of bed, this is the season for illness and cold.
My Grandfather is sick so I think I took it from him and many people in work came from Hajj and they are not well too .

today i am fine but i have this headache that makes me feel like what you see in these pictures of “Pandol Extra” advertisement lol
(i will add them later something wrong with my work PC :( )
here are there finally :

Funny right but it shows how painful
is the headach
Also I feel like I was in a battle and I came out with victory but all my body is in pain
I came to work even I have a sick leave but I hate staying in bed and love work so much (that’s a new thing about me I am a workaholic ;) ) My collogues said go home what are you dong here! I replied my usual reply :”I am fine and like to be here and do something valuable”…
Enjoy your work and remember don’t let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life…
Wish me good health :)

P.S. for you only : I love you ..

First Day , First Show

2007-12-25T10:22:00.016+04:00

Hello, hi and السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
This is my first blog in my first website ever, I am new in the blog world and I wish I will be useful and fun. For a long time ago I wanted to have a website that represents me or a part of me to all people out there.
For today’s blog I will just introduce myself to you and share some thoughts. I am a simple lady (that’s cool “lady" huh), proud to born Muslim and a UAE citizen. I love life, Family and I love clear and kind people.

I am a computer freak and book worm ( Don’t think I wear a huge magnifying glasses "lool") , I love shopping (shopping maniac) , love movies and love to be a successful person . Today I am in a good mood (oh something about me too so “Moody!"), today I am calm and relax also I am enjoying the cool weather.
An old friend called me, and made my sad heart happy; she made me feel nice and comfortable. I really love this person, with his jokes and big big heart he always makes me feel that life still have good people out there. (I feel I just started it---- don’t you get it?? being in a "Boring Drama mood” lol
I don’t want to ruin my first day with you all guys and gals.. See you soon..

P.S. for you only : I love you ..

I want you all to guess where is this ?
it is lovely and wow place i enjoyed it so much

Nowadays i just want to make new " Abbayas" don't know
what the hell happening to me ? i know just being myself
love wasting money...

Nice , Wow and lovely decoration for charismas
but why it is in every single shopping mall in my
country? Does any Christian Country celebrate any
of our Islamic Eids?
No offence to any religion but isn’t that true?

Always and ever i will love the architecture
designs , once it was my dream to be an
architect but i turned to be a computer freak loool

ليس كل ما تتمناه تدركه تأتي الرياح بما لاتشتهي السفن
ملاحظه اليكم: هل قرأتم القران اليوم ؟ لا تهجروه ابدا... شكرا